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Season 2, Episode 5, The Spirit of Homosexuality: An Abomination or Vampiric Predilection, or Both

Season 2, Episode 5, The Spirit of Homosexuality: An Abomination or Vampiric Predilection, or Both

50min |02/11/2024
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Season 2, Episode 5, The Spirit of Homosexuality: An Abomination or Vampiric Predilection, or Both

Season 2, Episode 5, The Spirit of Homosexuality: An Abomination or Vampiric Predilection, or Both

50min |02/11/2024
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Have you heard about the thought-provoking podcast @JRNY365?


Welcome to Season 2, Episode 5, The Spirit of Homosexuality: An Abomination or Vampiric Predilection, or Both, and an in-depth discussion on what The Spirit of Homosexuality is, its traits, and its mission. This one gets DEEP!


AD: "Season 2 streams October 18 at 10 p.m., and we have assembled a series for you. The entire season is about The Spirit of Homosexuality, a topic so sensitive that people's closets have closets. The podcast explores the transformative power of The Spirit of Homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers.


From "The Story of The Little Baby Boy" to The Unbeknownst Flirtation of The Heteros and much more, season 2 starts with the undeniable questions: Were you born Homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with The Most Highest, YAHUAH's word? When can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture, and are you ready?


AD: The beginning of an exclusive virtual book tour of "When Called By God: A Memoir That Chronicles My Journey from 3 To 51 Years Old" begins Monday, October 21 -- streaming at 10 pm.


The book, "When Called By God: A Memoir That Chronicles My Journey from 3 to 51 Years Old," is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Book-A-Million, and many others.


Leading to the final episode, this podcast promises to touch on every point, from When I Turned Homosexual to God's Word and The Homosexual Covenant of Marriage to The Clarion Call For Saved Lives, and so on.


AD: Discover other titles from ADSPIRA ONE, such as INSPIRE By USL Magazine, which has two recent issues: "When Called By God: Patrick Andrew Kelly" and "The Embrace Method: Vladimir Louissaint," available in print and digital. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com, get a copy of the digital version by visiting Magzter.com, or just Google the title.


When Called By God: The Coffee Table Book With Select Chapters From The Memoir is also available in print. Order online at magcloud.com.


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    Do you know the spirit of homosexuality? If you don't, or there's some confusion in your heart, I have a story to tell you. If you have been sleeping under a rock, as most of us have, you might have missed that the world as we know it will soon end. Levitating boards, robots that seem human, self-driving vehicles, and aliens. aren't the highlights of 2024. It's a war among nations, the downpouring of catastrophic weather, of biblical proportions, more and more people being left out in the cold by the system, increasing spiritual attacks and demon possessions, humans that seem to be robots, and everybody's secrets being revealed. But wait, among all those things I've just mentioned, I left out one highly massive event, and I did so because it's incomparable. We are in the end times. The Most High Father Yahuwah timeline for recompense is here. The most unimaginable catastrophe to happen is at hand. Are you ready? This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. Key exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When Called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. and thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. The book When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title, When Called by God, inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at uslmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Here's a recap of season one and its most profound revelations. A little over three months ago, I was awakened from a dream I fully remembered. It was a conversation between myself and God, but it felt like it was face to face and yet in the most subtle and peculiar way. I seemed to be in a dream state. I remember dreaming about this guy I'd met at the gym who was always positive and shared healthy tips with me. I was thinking, why am I dreaming about this guy? Well, from that dream came a conversation with God about him. I asked God, why was I dreaming about this guy? A guy I had hardly known. God said, I want you to get him a gift. I said, a gift? I said, Lord, Lord, why do you want me to get someone I hardly know a gift? I said, God, what kind of gift do you want me to get this guy? God showed me a vision in my mind of a gold chain with a cross. Then God said he has major trust issues that stem from things that happened to him in the past. We hardly know each other and stuff like that. But I said God instructed me to get you a gift. God also told me that you have major trust issues that stem from the past. And the guy, he looked away. And then he looked back at me and he said, he said, man, he said, usually I'm the one giving people gifts. He said nobody ever give me anything. And he was like, you know, I've been dealing with, you know, some stuff that happened to me between me and my dad from the past. And it has been the thing that has caused me to not be able to have relationships like every relationship. that I've had with a girl never last because of major trust issues and that, you know, stem from the past. And he kind of looked at me in astonishment because he was like, whoa, who's this like God that doesn't know me as total strangers, like coming up to me and was like telling me this, what God told me, not that I doubted him, but was just that I had this connection with God from a kid and I still had it. And this is what this, this. this show, this podcast is all about. It's us being 100% authentic in who we are and telling our trueness so that others can connect to us. As I laid there in bed, the journey of my life began flashing before my eyes, revealing things I had done in the past I had long since forgotten. And as this was happening to me, I became extremely overwhelmed. Some of those memories were deeply buried in the far recesses of my mind, yet they came flowing out like someone turned on a faucet. God began speaking to me, telling me that he has molded me since I was three years old with this moment. God said everything I had gone through, the good, the bad, and the ugly, was to prepare me for this day. He said, I see how you pray for people just meeting them. or passing them on the road. Something you didn't have to do, but you did it anyway. I just laid there in bed and began bawling uncontrollably. You know, when I was a kid and growing up, I didn't receive a lot of love from my mom and from my stepdad, or from my real dad, who still lives in Jamaica to this day. As tears began, as tears began flowing down my face, I felt like, um... I felt like I was transcending. I felt like I was having an out-of-body experience. It was something that was happening to me that I couldn't explain. And I was feeling mind-blown. And I was overloaded. God told me that we are in the last days. I'm sorry. I just got a little old. God told me that we are in the last days. And that within two and a half years from now. Life as we know it would become even more devastating, more devastating than now that we see people who are coming outside of themselves and revealing who they truly are. God said, I want you to be the message to draw people to him. I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied and cheated, stole? I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied, cheated, and stole, and even laid down with men? God said, come as you are and be delivered. As I continued bawling, God said, I want you to be the message to get people to know who they are, to deal with their past traumas, to let go of their hurt and receive deliverance. When I finally came out of the dream state I was in, I didn't feel like myself. The air I was breathing was different. It was crisp. It was like I was floating on air. I was joyous. A day or so later, God spoke to me again. God told me that the people from the tribe, descendants of Jacob, who was massacred, driven from their land, and was later sold off in bondage from the slavery coast, their time of deliverance was at hand, and that they would take their rightful place. The 430 years was almost up, and that everyone who played a part in their demise, their destruction, who took advantage of them, would stand in judgment. and lose their standing. Everything they have to those people, they would stand in judgment and lose everything they have to those people. There isn't a stone where they can hide. A building high enough, a bank account too big, or enough lies to cover up other lies. Everyone would stand in judgment. Looking at my life full circle though, God told me I was going to minister to people when I was about nine or ten years old. And because preaching wasn't my interest. Nor did I want to minister to anyone. I started running and God chased me and gave me many good weapons. You know, when you ask a child, hey, what do you want to be when you grow up? It wasn't a pastor. But now that I think about it, I have been ministering to people my entire life. But I just didn't know it. I was thinking of a traditional pastor on a pulpit. But God knew there would be so many ways he would get me to heed to my calling. See, I grew up in church and had witnessed so much dysfunction. It turned me away from church. But God was always in my heart. At every turn, God was there. And now I know that every part of my journey was a purpose, a plan by him. Even when I would run the other way. Now 51 years old, through God's grace and mercy, my rebirth is now 15 years in the making and counting. Yes, I said and counting because I'm still... being delivered, I still have things that I deal with that God is helping me with. As you journey with me and others who will take part in the spiritual awakening, this journey, expect to be delivered no matter who you are, no matter what relationship it is that you have with God. And for those who do not believe in God, he believes in you. And I cannot wait to hear your story. I'm Patrick A. Kelly. And this is my journey chronicled by significant incidents in my life that made me who I am today. At age three, I was molested by a family member multiple times and then later by a friend of theirs. At age six, I almost died and experienced my first supernatural and spiritual encounter, which has become a part of my being and has always stayed with me till this day. At age eight and continuing on for the next six years. Myself and my siblings were tortured. Myself and my siblings were tortured by my mother and stepdad. My sisters were molested. At age 10, my mother used to pit me and my sister, who are by the same mother and father, against our sisters, stepsisters. At age 15, I developed a sexual addiction and lasted until my mid to late 30s. At age 17, I was abandoned. I felt alone. I felt unloved. And with all the trauma I had experienced in my life, this experience, it seemed different. And yes, I felt unloved. At age 18, I experienced a mother's love from a stranger. At age 18. My then-girlfriend, whom I had lost my virginity to, told me she cheated on me with a friend of mine. And as I sat on the bed, I began crying, and I felt like a part of me was disappeared. That day marked the final blow to my brokenness. And for 21 years, I was so many things, and I didn't have any strength in my body. It got so bad, I asked God, I said, Lord, I'm ready to go. God was like, it's not your time. It's not your time. I lost everything I had. It was one of the worst moments of my life. But he renewed my body. When I came through that, I felt like a brand new person. And he gave me back everything I had lost. And then some. I lost my voice for a year and a half. I couldn't speak. At 51, God revealed to me my true purpose. And ever since I was a kid, I always knew that there was something special for me to do. I just didn't know what it was. And at 51, after all the running and all the stuff that I'd gone through, God finally revealed it to me. At age 51, I overcame the power of lust and had a transcendental experience, an out-of-body experience. At age 51, I stopped running from God and have embraced fully my destiny to the calling to be the message. I just want to say that in order for me to be the message, in order for me to do this podcast and to do the show, I had to lay myself bare as I'm doing now. So you can understand that this isn't a game at all. God is using me. He's using me to be the message for you. And he says, come as you are and be delivered. But in order for you to do that, you have to bear yourself. to him and everyone because of our strength. God don't give us more than we can bear. And if he put you through something like what I've gone through or what you have gone through, what you're going through, it mean that you're strong enough to handle it. And he didn't give you that. He didn't give you that blessing for you to hold on to it. He gave it to you so you can share it with other people so that they too can be blessed, can be delivered, and know the love of God. I can't tell you how many times I was like, you know what? I can't do this. I'm not going to do this. But God was there with me every step of the way. He said, if you are going to embark on this journey, you have to bear yourself. You have to bear your soul to everybody if you're asking them to do the same. So I did it. You know, it was it was very emotional for me. A lot of those memories. you know, were from way back and they were very strong memories. Some of them were traumatizing. But I thank God that he blessed me and gave me the opportunity to do this. And I hope that by you listening and continuing to listen to this podcast, that you are forever changed for the better, that you are blessed, that you. receive deliverance and that you also have others to receive deliverance as well. Thank you. Thank you for this. So this episode two, A Tainted Little Soul is about that molestation, that time that I'm basically taking you guys back to when I was three going on four, when I was molested all the way up till I was almost seven years old. So. Without further ado, here is a tainted little soul. Some would assume a child at three years old may not remember who they were once four or so decades have passed. But when something so subtle in understanding pours their soul, it transcends time. A memory is so powerful that it is never forgotten. It never leaves you no matter how hard you try to forget how little understanding you have of its effect. This memory transforms you into things you don't understand and does it intentionally without regard to you, your control, or anything else that shouldn't be a stopgap. A firewall, a protection to tender souls will require security and safety at all costs, at every effort. See, this thing had transformed me, mold me into an incomprehensible something. The transformation was out of my control and I had no say. Change forever, tainted, impure. and use good was how I felt. But one day my aunt was watching me and she called me into the house while I was playing with my friends outside. When I came inside, she was lying on the bed in her underwear. She said, Papa, come here. Papa is what they used to call me. When I came to her, she removed her underwear and took my little... my little hands and placed it down there. I vaguely remember our conversation and maybe it was a primal or a demand, but I remember touching her down there. As she kept asking me to touch her down there on different occasions, I began thinking how ugly this thing was and it felt funny. I didn't know why I was touching her down there, but it felt like I was playing with one of my toys at first. As I got older, around six, I became bored doing that, touching her down there. And I began resisting and she would force me to touch her. She asked me to touch her down there one day and I said no. Vaguely, she was saying things to me I can't recall. What she was saying, however, it felt like a defense to why she needed, she needed me to do it, to touch her down there. Just before coming to the States. I was almost about seven years old and my uncle and one of my girlfriends, a little person, were at home. I think my uncle was watching me because he was older in his mid to late teens. And I found myself messing around with my girlfriend, touching her the same way my aunt would ask me to touch her. At that age, I still didn't know what that meant. Still, I felt something was changing inside me as I did it. That day marked the beginning of my exploration, and I thought I was transforming into something I didn't know. I remember playing alone in my grandparents'yard as the summer continued. My auntie was watching me that day, but left me alone. She left me alone to go up the street. After she left, I had a visitor, a young lady who said that she knew my aunt D came by the house and coerced me to go with her by telling me how she knew my aunt. I don't recall what she said, but it made me feel safe. So I went with her and she took me down the gully on my grandparents land. Told me to lay down on the ground and got on top of me and began saying things. As she moved around, all I could think of was how she felt so heavy on top of me. Feeling her warm breath on me and that a stone had started digging into my back. When she finished, I got up from the ground with just my little shorts on. I was naked from the waist up and my clothes were all dirty. When she left, I went back to play with my toys. And I didn't tell anyone what had happened to me that day. But it confused me further. I didn't understand. I didn't understand why these things were happening to me. But I was changing. And he didn't know why. Later that summer, I came to the States and I never saw my aunt again or talked with her about what she did to me. It was a confusing time. It was a confusing time for me. And being in the States wasn't different. I later developed sexual habits that became even more massive. Then I was intelligent enough to comprehend. I started becoming confused about who and what I was. I'm not privy to all that God knows or even know his understanding as to the order of the tribals of my life. But what happened to me as a child, a toddler, had a profound effect on my entire life. And might not I have been molested by one of my favorite aunts and her friend. Would I be the same Patrick A. Kelly, the one that God wants to use to bring others to him? Would my lack of experience or incidents that molded me to be here right now have been enough to tell this story? Would my life be evident? and provocatively sufficient to compel the soul and touch others who have experienced similar experiences and incidents to become storytellers and receive strength in their deliverance. I'm quite sure there are many of you out there who something similar may have happened to you or maybe something even worse. And because it frightens you, you're afraid of it or you don't want to deal with it, you bury it far in the back of your mind. I just want to let you know that it's OK. It's OK to confront your past and it's OK to confront those things that have caused damage to you. Tell your story. Tell your story like I'm telling my story and become delivered. Tell your story. and become delivered through God. Welcome back to AtJRNY365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Before we get started tonight, please join me in an open prayer. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for your grace and mercy. We thank you for your wisdom, love, caring, and understanding in these perilous times. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for our increased courage and faith. We thank you for your understanding above all. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to become better than who and what we were the day before and to help others to do the same. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to be here right now to witness your prophecies come to fruition. We thank you for your word because we know it will never return void. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for covering and keeping us. through all manner of sin and evil, both seen and unseen. We thank you. We thank you for our guardian angels who watch over us, protect us, teach us, and keep us in isolation, protecting us from all manner of sin, evil, witchcraft, plots, plans, and agreements to our detriment. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for keeping us in your will. and given us a purpose and a destiny to fulfill. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for delivering us so that we can appreciate you for who you are and not what you can grant us. May our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name. Father Yahuwah, may our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name, Father Yahuwah. and upliftment to your word. May we be a guiding light, a beacon on top of a hill, shining so bright that all may see and glorify our Father Yahuwah, which art in heaven. Thank you, Father Yahuwah, in the name of your Son and our Savior, Yahushua. Welcome to Season 2 of AtJRNY 365. We're at a new time streaming at 10 p.m. every Friday night, and we also going to be streaming on Sunday night and also doing the When Called by God virtual tour book reading from Monday to Thursdays. So join us then. Each of those days we will be streaming at 10 p.m. We have assembled a series for you. The topic for the entire season is the spirit of homosexuality, and we will delve into a subject so sensitive even AI didn't want to have anything to do with it. This season explores the transformative power of the spirit of homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers from the story of the little baby boy. to the unbeknownst flirtation of the heteros, and much more. Season 2 starts with the undeniable questions. Were you born homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with the Most High Yahuwah's Word? At what point can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture? And are you ready? Leading into the final episode, the podcast promises to touch on every point from when I turned homosexual to God's word and the homosexual covenant of marriage to the clarion call for saved lives and so on. Between all the chatter, tears, deliverance and so on, we will overcome some personal struggles. We will address broader cultural shifts and explore how our faith. can provide a compass in these turbulent times. We'll be joined by thought-provoking guests, share potent testimonies, and offer practical guidance for living out our calling in an increasingly complex world. Whether you were a listener from last season or joining us for the first time, I invite you to open your heart and mind as we embark on this journey together. Let's challenge ourselves to grow, to love more deeply and to be the change we wish to see in the world. Get ready for raw honesty, inspiring stories and transformative insights. This is The is at jrny365 season 2. Let's begin. Can you have homosexual feelings towards someone without sinning against the Most High Yahuwah, going against his word? The answer is yes. You can have homosexual feelings for someone. without it becoming a sin. This is what was told to me by the Holy Spirit when I kept asking if being a homosexual was wrong. Before you go up in arms, wait, I've got more to say from the Holy Spirit. Suppose being a homosexual is a choice, a preference in liking someone or something. In that case, you can assume If I develop a liking for traveling to foreign countries because of pictures I see in a published travel book, but I've never traveled to a foreign country before. I have a liking for traveling to foreign destinations, although I have never done so. Of course, we know that having homosexual feelings towards someone is often brought on by being born that way. We also know... that someone can become homosexual by repeated sexual abuse from childhood. Speaking from my experience, I used a previous analogy about traveling to say, you can like a particular thing, but is there guilt if you've never participated or stopped participating in it? Or going even further, is there sin attached to what is preferred, what is liked, if there are no actions behind it. If the Most High Father Yahuwah equates or compares sinning to going against his word by action, thought, or tongue, speaking, it is assumed that to sin, you must commit a sinful act against the Most High Father Yahuwah's word by, let's say, sexual perversion and fornication. immoral thoughts against someone or speaking immorally, which include lusting and lying. Now, I'm not naive to the sins of the world. There are many other sins I could have used as examples, but I would then go off topic. So if someone has a liking or attraction for someone of the same sex, is that considered going against the Most High Father Yahuwah's word? if no act, whether action, thought, or verbal, has been committed. Suppose there is no offense to the Most High Father Yahuwah's work. In that case, someone can live a life with an attraction towards someone of the same sex without ever acting on that attraction, thus not committing an abominable act and transgressing against the Most High Father Yahuwah. Example, I'm a married man out one afternoon at Pond City with my wife and kids. And by happenstance, I notice a voluptuous, melanated woman coming in our direction. As she passes us, she makes eye contact with me and winks. I kindly give her a humble smile and continue going about my afternoon with my wife and kids. As we continue strolling, The kids wanted ice cream and other snacks, so we ducked into Honeysuckle. And to my surprise, as I turned around to ask my kids what they wanted, that same woman was standing in the line behind my wife, giving me the eye. But being the devoted, God-fearing husband, I kind of ignored her and pulled my beautiful wife closer, resting on her left shoulder while whispering something in her ear. and sniffing the scent against her neck. Realizing I was different from many men and boys who might have succumbed to her suggestion and plotted a diversion, the woman stepped out of line and went. If I wasn't a devoted husband, a cheater even, I would have abruptly said to my wife, Honey, can you finish the orders? I need to run to the bathroom signaling to the woman behind her of my intentions, unbeknownst to my beautiful, committed wife, ever catching on to the scheme. And just like that, by devising that plot, and rushing to the bathroom to link up with the woman and exchange numbers just outside the bathroom door, even if I never acted upon it, I have sinned twice against the most high, probably even three times. OK, and breaking the covenant of marriage, which many people don't realize nowadays is a sin. Someone might say, oh, P, you're you're you're really stretching and you're really should just think about it. The sins are one plotting. in your mind to commit the sin and then going to meet up with the woman with adultery on your mind, thus applying the action of sin. I forgot one other sin you would have committed, deception. By deceiving your wife of the whole ordeal, you then foster deception, which she would consider not just deceiving her, but insulting. as well, because you did it right there in front of her face. What is an abomination against the Most High Father, Yahuwah? First of all, let's define the word abomination. Now, there are several explanations of what the word abomination means, and I will list them with the help of AI. The word abomination comes from the Hebrew word tovah, if I'm pronouncing that right. I hope I'm pronouncing that right, correctly, right? Okay, abomination means morally disgusting, detestable, repulsive, absolutely forbidden, something that causes extreme hatred or loathing, something that violates divine or moral law, an action or thing that is vile or shameful. In biblical context, it often refers to Acts that God forbids explicitly, meaning stated clearly and in detail, leaving no room for your own interpretation or for confusion or doubt. OK, practices that are considered ritually unclean behaviors that violate God's moral standards, things that are spiritually offensive to God. Now, the strength of this word. in its original context is very intense. It's not just something mildly disliked, but something utterly repugnant and rejected. When the Bible describes something as an abomination, it expresses the strongest possible form of divine disapproval. Also, with the help of AI, the Bible lists several acts considered abominations, interpretations, and Cultural context varies significantly, meaning everyone wants to tell God what he means, thus changing the Most High's word to fit into their own little worlds and circumstances. Here are some examples from various books of what is considered abomination. In Leviticus and Deuteronomy, idolatry and worship of other gods, particular dietary practices, e.g. eating unclean animals, pig, and so forth. Sexual practices including lying with someone of the same sex, adultery, and incest. This honest business practices in unjust weights and measures, pride and arrogance, false worship and pagan rituals, e.g. celebrating just about every holiday we have. In Proverbs, Lying lips and false witnesses. Those who sow discord. Hearty eyes. Now, I specifically look this one up because I'm like, OK, someone who having a hearty eyes. That's H-A-U-G-H-T-Y-E-Y-E-S. Hearty eyes. OK. In the Bible, having hearty eyes refers to pride, arrogance and an excessively high opinion of oneself. Oh wow, burn down social media. The term appears notably in Proverbs 6, 16 through 17. There are six things the Most High hates, seven that are detestable to him. Haughty eyes is one of them. Here's a deeper breakdown of what haughty eyes represent. Attitude characteristics. Okay, so let's look at the attitude characteristics. Looking down on others, an attitude of superiority, excessive pride, self-importance, disdain for others. And now we're going to look at the behavioral manifestations. Okay, so behavioral manifestations of haughty eyes is treating others with contempt. Refusing to acknowledge God's authority, being dismissive of others worth, lacking humility, believing oneself to be better than others. Yes, calling yourself or speaking of yourself in third person, that's someone with an hearty eyes and God despise it. Okay. I've just described almost everyone we see on TV and in the movies, politicians, certain influencers, and even some of our friends and family members. What are the spiritual implications of having haughty eyes? Okay, spiritual implications. Okay, shows a heart that isn't right with God. Demonstrate a lack of understanding of one's place before God. Indicates spiritual blindness. Goes against God's call for humanity. The Bible consistently teaches that God opposes the proud. but gives grace to the humble. James 4, 6. And then 1 Peter 5, 5, having haughty eyes is considered particularly offensive because it reflects a heart attitude that opposes God's desire for his people to be humble and to recognize their dependence on him. Going back to the abominations. So here are a few more. Hands that shed innocent blood. A heart that devises wicked plans. Feet that run rapidly to evil. Other book mentions child sacrifice, divination and sorcery, oppression of the poor and vulnerable, robbery and violence. I know you think I might have gone off topic, but I promise you this was done for a reason. Since I was speaking of the Most High considering two people of the same sex line with each other an abomination, I wanted to get the other abominations out of the way to prove that straight or gay, everybody is committing abominations against the Most High Father, Yahuwah. There is no respective person or one sin being more significant than the other. So those with even a pinch of homophobia Please have several seats. No, right over there to the right, please. Thank you. What is the spirit of homosexuality? Well, the Holy Spirit told me that the spirit of homosexuality is like a virus passed down through the bloodline and feeds on its prey, like a contagion to replicate itself for survival. The spirit of homosexuality is insatiable and unrelenting, so much so that it has even polluted the heterosexual gene pool. The spirit of homosexuality is constantly feeding on its prey with vampiric predilections. The appetite of the spirit of homosexuality is so enormous that a bottomless pit will not suffice. When you have something or someone who is never satisfied and wants everything and everyone, This act will foster a characteristic that will do some of the most abominable, if not heinous things to satisfy the appetite. If not utterly rooted out or obliterated, the spirit of homosexuality will feed on its fray until there is nothing left that is identifiable, not even the outer shell. Now that we are in the last days, Satan has been propping up. the spirit of homosexuality to take reign in these end times. A plot of grand design and proportion, his massive deception is to have everyone thinking the spirit doesn't exist and that to have said spirit was as natural as a woman giving birth, attempting to conform the hardest of deniers into believing it is all right. This is Satan's greatest weapon. being used against the Most High Father Yahuwah because it defies the body, which he deems a temple. It deceives souls, them thinking Father God is okay with them defying his word and taking covenants in marriage. To damn more souls, the spurt of homosexuality is rampantly at work, distorting the minds of the most innocent and the less fortunate. Those infected with the virus are procreating, thus passing it on to their offspring, who will then pass it on to many, many others. Look at anyone who said they were ever born homosexual or turned homosexual during the adolescent years of their lives. And you will find that someone in their bloodline passed it on through procreation or molestation. Once the spirit of homosexuality is let inside, it follows the same path as AI. It uncovers everything about you, all of your secrets, and then devise a plan to unravel the mere identity of who you are, thus copying over who you once were. And priming you for destruction, but not before having you to pass it on to as many people you can through all manner of vile acts and perversion. Some, if not all of you who listen to this episode may deem me someone of the worst kind. But honestly, you would be correct. Most of what I've written came from someone who experienced the spirit of homosexuality for decades. Someone who was copied over at birth, who did not have a say as to accepting the spirit of homosexuality or even having any defensive mechanism to fend off such a volatile encroachment on one's person. That person was me, Patrick Andrew Kelly. OK, so if you got something to say, let's talk about it. This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Sunday at 10 p.m. to continue our series, The Spirit of Homosexuality. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. And thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. Discover other titles from Ad Spiral One, such as Inspire by USL Magazine, which has two recent issues, When Called by God, Patrick Andrew Kelly, and The Embrace Method, Vladimir Louisant, available in print and digital. The book, When Called by God, a memoir. that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title. When Called by God. Inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at USLmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Have a good night, and may Yaua guide and keep you all.

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Welcome to Season 2, Episode 5, The Spirit of Homosexuality: An Abomination or Vampiric Predilection, or Both, and an in-depth discussion on what The Spirit of Homosexuality is, its traits, and its mission. This one gets DEEP!


AD: "Season 2 streams October 18 at 10 p.m., and we have assembled a series for you. The entire season is about The Spirit of Homosexuality, a topic so sensitive that people's closets have closets. The podcast explores the transformative power of The Spirit of Homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers.


From "The Story of The Little Baby Boy" to The Unbeknownst Flirtation of The Heteros and much more, season 2 starts with the undeniable questions: Were you born Homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with The Most Highest, YAHUAH's word? When can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture, and are you ready?


AD: The beginning of an exclusive virtual book tour of "When Called By God: A Memoir That Chronicles My Journey from 3 To 51 Years Old" begins Monday, October 21 -- streaming at 10 pm.


The book, "When Called By God: A Memoir That Chronicles My Journey from 3 to 51 Years Old," is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Book-A-Million, and many others.


Leading to the final episode, this podcast promises to touch on every point, from When I Turned Homosexual to God's Word and The Homosexual Covenant of Marriage to The Clarion Call For Saved Lives, and so on.


AD: Discover other titles from ADSPIRA ONE, such as INSPIRE By USL Magazine, which has two recent issues: "When Called By God: Patrick Andrew Kelly" and "The Embrace Method: Vladimir Louissaint," available in print and digital. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com, get a copy of the digital version by visiting Magzter.com, or just Google the title.


When Called By God: The Coffee Table Book With Select Chapters From The Memoir is also available in print. Order online at magcloud.com.


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    Do you know the spirit of homosexuality? If you don't, or there's some confusion in your heart, I have a story to tell you. If you have been sleeping under a rock, as most of us have, you might have missed that the world as we know it will soon end. Levitating boards, robots that seem human, self-driving vehicles, and aliens. aren't the highlights of 2024. It's a war among nations, the downpouring of catastrophic weather, of biblical proportions, more and more people being left out in the cold by the system, increasing spiritual attacks and demon possessions, humans that seem to be robots, and everybody's secrets being revealed. But wait, among all those things I've just mentioned, I left out one highly massive event, and I did so because it's incomparable. We are in the end times. The Most High Father Yahuwah timeline for recompense is here. The most unimaginable catastrophe to happen is at hand. Are you ready? This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. Key exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When Called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. and thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. The book When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title, When Called by God, inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at uslmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Here's a recap of season one and its most profound revelations. A little over three months ago, I was awakened from a dream I fully remembered. It was a conversation between myself and God, but it felt like it was face to face and yet in the most subtle and peculiar way. I seemed to be in a dream state. I remember dreaming about this guy I'd met at the gym who was always positive and shared healthy tips with me. I was thinking, why am I dreaming about this guy? Well, from that dream came a conversation with God about him. I asked God, why was I dreaming about this guy? A guy I had hardly known. God said, I want you to get him a gift. I said, a gift? I said, Lord, Lord, why do you want me to get someone I hardly know a gift? I said, God, what kind of gift do you want me to get this guy? God showed me a vision in my mind of a gold chain with a cross. Then God said he has major trust issues that stem from things that happened to him in the past. We hardly know each other and stuff like that. But I said God instructed me to get you a gift. God also told me that you have major trust issues that stem from the past. And the guy, he looked away. And then he looked back at me and he said, he said, man, he said, usually I'm the one giving people gifts. He said nobody ever give me anything. And he was like, you know, I've been dealing with, you know, some stuff that happened to me between me and my dad from the past. And it has been the thing that has caused me to not be able to have relationships like every relationship. that I've had with a girl never last because of major trust issues and that, you know, stem from the past. And he kind of looked at me in astonishment because he was like, whoa, who's this like God that doesn't know me as total strangers, like coming up to me and was like telling me this, what God told me, not that I doubted him, but was just that I had this connection with God from a kid and I still had it. And this is what this, this. this show, this podcast is all about. It's us being 100% authentic in who we are and telling our trueness so that others can connect to us. As I laid there in bed, the journey of my life began flashing before my eyes, revealing things I had done in the past I had long since forgotten. And as this was happening to me, I became extremely overwhelmed. Some of those memories were deeply buried in the far recesses of my mind, yet they came flowing out like someone turned on a faucet. God began speaking to me, telling me that he has molded me since I was three years old with this moment. God said everything I had gone through, the good, the bad, and the ugly, was to prepare me for this day. He said, I see how you pray for people just meeting them. or passing them on the road. Something you didn't have to do, but you did it anyway. I just laid there in bed and began bawling uncontrollably. You know, when I was a kid and growing up, I didn't receive a lot of love from my mom and from my stepdad, or from my real dad, who still lives in Jamaica to this day. As tears began, as tears began flowing down my face, I felt like, um... I felt like I was transcending. I felt like I was having an out-of-body experience. It was something that was happening to me that I couldn't explain. And I was feeling mind-blown. And I was overloaded. God told me that we are in the last days. I'm sorry. I just got a little old. God told me that we are in the last days. And that within two and a half years from now. Life as we know it would become even more devastating, more devastating than now that we see people who are coming outside of themselves and revealing who they truly are. God said, I want you to be the message to draw people to him. I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied and cheated, stole? I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied, cheated, and stole, and even laid down with men? God said, come as you are and be delivered. As I continued bawling, God said, I want you to be the message to get people to know who they are, to deal with their past traumas, to let go of their hurt and receive deliverance. When I finally came out of the dream state I was in, I didn't feel like myself. The air I was breathing was different. It was crisp. It was like I was floating on air. I was joyous. A day or so later, God spoke to me again. God told me that the people from the tribe, descendants of Jacob, who was massacred, driven from their land, and was later sold off in bondage from the slavery coast, their time of deliverance was at hand, and that they would take their rightful place. The 430 years was almost up, and that everyone who played a part in their demise, their destruction, who took advantage of them, would stand in judgment. and lose their standing. Everything they have to those people, they would stand in judgment and lose everything they have to those people. There isn't a stone where they can hide. A building high enough, a bank account too big, or enough lies to cover up other lies. Everyone would stand in judgment. Looking at my life full circle though, God told me I was going to minister to people when I was about nine or ten years old. And because preaching wasn't my interest. Nor did I want to minister to anyone. I started running and God chased me and gave me many good weapons. You know, when you ask a child, hey, what do you want to be when you grow up? It wasn't a pastor. But now that I think about it, I have been ministering to people my entire life. But I just didn't know it. I was thinking of a traditional pastor on a pulpit. But God knew there would be so many ways he would get me to heed to my calling. See, I grew up in church and had witnessed so much dysfunction. It turned me away from church. But God was always in my heart. At every turn, God was there. And now I know that every part of my journey was a purpose, a plan by him. Even when I would run the other way. Now 51 years old, through God's grace and mercy, my rebirth is now 15 years in the making and counting. Yes, I said and counting because I'm still... being delivered, I still have things that I deal with that God is helping me with. As you journey with me and others who will take part in the spiritual awakening, this journey, expect to be delivered no matter who you are, no matter what relationship it is that you have with God. And for those who do not believe in God, he believes in you. And I cannot wait to hear your story. I'm Patrick A. Kelly. And this is my journey chronicled by significant incidents in my life that made me who I am today. At age three, I was molested by a family member multiple times and then later by a friend of theirs. At age six, I almost died and experienced my first supernatural and spiritual encounter, which has become a part of my being and has always stayed with me till this day. At age eight and continuing on for the next six years. Myself and my siblings were tortured. Myself and my siblings were tortured by my mother and stepdad. My sisters were molested. At age 10, my mother used to pit me and my sister, who are by the same mother and father, against our sisters, stepsisters. At age 15, I developed a sexual addiction and lasted until my mid to late 30s. At age 17, I was abandoned. I felt alone. I felt unloved. And with all the trauma I had experienced in my life, this experience, it seemed different. And yes, I felt unloved. At age 18, I experienced a mother's love from a stranger. At age 18. My then-girlfriend, whom I had lost my virginity to, told me she cheated on me with a friend of mine. And as I sat on the bed, I began crying, and I felt like a part of me was disappeared. That day marked the final blow to my brokenness. And for 21 years, I was so many things, and I didn't have any strength in my body. It got so bad, I asked God, I said, Lord, I'm ready to go. God was like, it's not your time. It's not your time. I lost everything I had. It was one of the worst moments of my life. But he renewed my body. When I came through that, I felt like a brand new person. And he gave me back everything I had lost. And then some. I lost my voice for a year and a half. I couldn't speak. At 51, God revealed to me my true purpose. And ever since I was a kid, I always knew that there was something special for me to do. I just didn't know what it was. And at 51, after all the running and all the stuff that I'd gone through, God finally revealed it to me. At age 51, I overcame the power of lust and had a transcendental experience, an out-of-body experience. At age 51, I stopped running from God and have embraced fully my destiny to the calling to be the message. I just want to say that in order for me to be the message, in order for me to do this podcast and to do the show, I had to lay myself bare as I'm doing now. So you can understand that this isn't a game at all. God is using me. He's using me to be the message for you. And he says, come as you are and be delivered. But in order for you to do that, you have to bear yourself. to him and everyone because of our strength. God don't give us more than we can bear. And if he put you through something like what I've gone through or what you have gone through, what you're going through, it mean that you're strong enough to handle it. And he didn't give you that. He didn't give you that blessing for you to hold on to it. He gave it to you so you can share it with other people so that they too can be blessed, can be delivered, and know the love of God. I can't tell you how many times I was like, you know what? I can't do this. I'm not going to do this. But God was there with me every step of the way. He said, if you are going to embark on this journey, you have to bear yourself. You have to bear your soul to everybody if you're asking them to do the same. So I did it. You know, it was it was very emotional for me. A lot of those memories. you know, were from way back and they were very strong memories. Some of them were traumatizing. But I thank God that he blessed me and gave me the opportunity to do this. And I hope that by you listening and continuing to listen to this podcast, that you are forever changed for the better, that you are blessed, that you. receive deliverance and that you also have others to receive deliverance as well. Thank you. Thank you for this. So this episode two, A Tainted Little Soul is about that molestation, that time that I'm basically taking you guys back to when I was three going on four, when I was molested all the way up till I was almost seven years old. So. Without further ado, here is a tainted little soul. Some would assume a child at three years old may not remember who they were once four or so decades have passed. But when something so subtle in understanding pours their soul, it transcends time. A memory is so powerful that it is never forgotten. It never leaves you no matter how hard you try to forget how little understanding you have of its effect. This memory transforms you into things you don't understand and does it intentionally without regard to you, your control, or anything else that shouldn't be a stopgap. A firewall, a protection to tender souls will require security and safety at all costs, at every effort. See, this thing had transformed me, mold me into an incomprehensible something. The transformation was out of my control and I had no say. Change forever, tainted, impure. and use good was how I felt. But one day my aunt was watching me and she called me into the house while I was playing with my friends outside. When I came inside, she was lying on the bed in her underwear. She said, Papa, come here. Papa is what they used to call me. When I came to her, she removed her underwear and took my little... my little hands and placed it down there. I vaguely remember our conversation and maybe it was a primal or a demand, but I remember touching her down there. As she kept asking me to touch her down there on different occasions, I began thinking how ugly this thing was and it felt funny. I didn't know why I was touching her down there, but it felt like I was playing with one of my toys at first. As I got older, around six, I became bored doing that, touching her down there. And I began resisting and she would force me to touch her. She asked me to touch her down there one day and I said no. Vaguely, she was saying things to me I can't recall. What she was saying, however, it felt like a defense to why she needed, she needed me to do it, to touch her down there. Just before coming to the States. I was almost about seven years old and my uncle and one of my girlfriends, a little person, were at home. I think my uncle was watching me because he was older in his mid to late teens. And I found myself messing around with my girlfriend, touching her the same way my aunt would ask me to touch her. At that age, I still didn't know what that meant. Still, I felt something was changing inside me as I did it. That day marked the beginning of my exploration, and I thought I was transforming into something I didn't know. I remember playing alone in my grandparents'yard as the summer continued. My auntie was watching me that day, but left me alone. She left me alone to go up the street. After she left, I had a visitor, a young lady who said that she knew my aunt D came by the house and coerced me to go with her by telling me how she knew my aunt. I don't recall what she said, but it made me feel safe. So I went with her and she took me down the gully on my grandparents land. Told me to lay down on the ground and got on top of me and began saying things. As she moved around, all I could think of was how she felt so heavy on top of me. Feeling her warm breath on me and that a stone had started digging into my back. When she finished, I got up from the ground with just my little shorts on. I was naked from the waist up and my clothes were all dirty. When she left, I went back to play with my toys. And I didn't tell anyone what had happened to me that day. But it confused me further. I didn't understand. I didn't understand why these things were happening to me. But I was changing. And he didn't know why. Later that summer, I came to the States and I never saw my aunt again or talked with her about what she did to me. It was a confusing time. It was a confusing time for me. And being in the States wasn't different. I later developed sexual habits that became even more massive. Then I was intelligent enough to comprehend. I started becoming confused about who and what I was. I'm not privy to all that God knows or even know his understanding as to the order of the tribals of my life. But what happened to me as a child, a toddler, had a profound effect on my entire life. And might not I have been molested by one of my favorite aunts and her friend. Would I be the same Patrick A. Kelly, the one that God wants to use to bring others to him? Would my lack of experience or incidents that molded me to be here right now have been enough to tell this story? Would my life be evident? and provocatively sufficient to compel the soul and touch others who have experienced similar experiences and incidents to become storytellers and receive strength in their deliverance. I'm quite sure there are many of you out there who something similar may have happened to you or maybe something even worse. And because it frightens you, you're afraid of it or you don't want to deal with it, you bury it far in the back of your mind. I just want to let you know that it's OK. It's OK to confront your past and it's OK to confront those things that have caused damage to you. Tell your story. Tell your story like I'm telling my story and become delivered. Tell your story. and become delivered through God. Welcome back to AtJRNY365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Before we get started tonight, please join me in an open prayer. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for your grace and mercy. We thank you for your wisdom, love, caring, and understanding in these perilous times. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for our increased courage and faith. We thank you for your understanding above all. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to become better than who and what we were the day before and to help others to do the same. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to be here right now to witness your prophecies come to fruition. We thank you for your word because we know it will never return void. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for covering and keeping us. through all manner of sin and evil, both seen and unseen. We thank you. We thank you for our guardian angels who watch over us, protect us, teach us, and keep us in isolation, protecting us from all manner of sin, evil, witchcraft, plots, plans, and agreements to our detriment. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for keeping us in your will. and given us a purpose and a destiny to fulfill. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for delivering us so that we can appreciate you for who you are and not what you can grant us. May our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name. Father Yahuwah, may our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name, Father Yahuwah. and upliftment to your word. May we be a guiding light, a beacon on top of a hill, shining so bright that all may see and glorify our Father Yahuwah, which art in heaven. Thank you, Father Yahuwah, in the name of your Son and our Savior, Yahushua. Welcome to Season 2 of AtJRNY 365. We're at a new time streaming at 10 p.m. every Friday night, and we also going to be streaming on Sunday night and also doing the When Called by God virtual tour book reading from Monday to Thursdays. So join us then. Each of those days we will be streaming at 10 p.m. We have assembled a series for you. The topic for the entire season is the spirit of homosexuality, and we will delve into a subject so sensitive even AI didn't want to have anything to do with it. This season explores the transformative power of the spirit of homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers from the story of the little baby boy. to the unbeknownst flirtation of the heteros, and much more. Season 2 starts with the undeniable questions. Were you born homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with the Most High Yahuwah's Word? At what point can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture? And are you ready? Leading into the final episode, the podcast promises to touch on every point from when I turned homosexual to God's word and the homosexual covenant of marriage to the clarion call for saved lives and so on. Between all the chatter, tears, deliverance and so on, we will overcome some personal struggles. We will address broader cultural shifts and explore how our faith. can provide a compass in these turbulent times. We'll be joined by thought-provoking guests, share potent testimonies, and offer practical guidance for living out our calling in an increasingly complex world. Whether you were a listener from last season or joining us for the first time, I invite you to open your heart and mind as we embark on this journey together. Let's challenge ourselves to grow, to love more deeply and to be the change we wish to see in the world. Get ready for raw honesty, inspiring stories and transformative insights. This is The is at jrny365 season 2. Let's begin. Can you have homosexual feelings towards someone without sinning against the Most High Yahuwah, going against his word? The answer is yes. You can have homosexual feelings for someone. without it becoming a sin. This is what was told to me by the Holy Spirit when I kept asking if being a homosexual was wrong. Before you go up in arms, wait, I've got more to say from the Holy Spirit. Suppose being a homosexual is a choice, a preference in liking someone or something. In that case, you can assume If I develop a liking for traveling to foreign countries because of pictures I see in a published travel book, but I've never traveled to a foreign country before. I have a liking for traveling to foreign destinations, although I have never done so. Of course, we know that having homosexual feelings towards someone is often brought on by being born that way. We also know... that someone can become homosexual by repeated sexual abuse from childhood. Speaking from my experience, I used a previous analogy about traveling to say, you can like a particular thing, but is there guilt if you've never participated or stopped participating in it? Or going even further, is there sin attached to what is preferred, what is liked, if there are no actions behind it. If the Most High Father Yahuwah equates or compares sinning to going against his word by action, thought, or tongue, speaking, it is assumed that to sin, you must commit a sinful act against the Most High Father Yahuwah's word by, let's say, sexual perversion and fornication. immoral thoughts against someone or speaking immorally, which include lusting and lying. Now, I'm not naive to the sins of the world. There are many other sins I could have used as examples, but I would then go off topic. So if someone has a liking or attraction for someone of the same sex, is that considered going against the Most High Father Yahuwah's word? if no act, whether action, thought, or verbal, has been committed. Suppose there is no offense to the Most High Father Yahuwah's work. In that case, someone can live a life with an attraction towards someone of the same sex without ever acting on that attraction, thus not committing an abominable act and transgressing against the Most High Father Yahuwah. Example, I'm a married man out one afternoon at Pond City with my wife and kids. And by happenstance, I notice a voluptuous, melanated woman coming in our direction. As she passes us, she makes eye contact with me and winks. I kindly give her a humble smile and continue going about my afternoon with my wife and kids. As we continue strolling, The kids wanted ice cream and other snacks, so we ducked into Honeysuckle. And to my surprise, as I turned around to ask my kids what they wanted, that same woman was standing in the line behind my wife, giving me the eye. But being the devoted, God-fearing husband, I kind of ignored her and pulled my beautiful wife closer, resting on her left shoulder while whispering something in her ear. and sniffing the scent against her neck. Realizing I was different from many men and boys who might have succumbed to her suggestion and plotted a diversion, the woman stepped out of line and went. If I wasn't a devoted husband, a cheater even, I would have abruptly said to my wife, Honey, can you finish the orders? I need to run to the bathroom signaling to the woman behind her of my intentions, unbeknownst to my beautiful, committed wife, ever catching on to the scheme. And just like that, by devising that plot, and rushing to the bathroom to link up with the woman and exchange numbers just outside the bathroom door, even if I never acted upon it, I have sinned twice against the most high, probably even three times. OK, and breaking the covenant of marriage, which many people don't realize nowadays is a sin. Someone might say, oh, P, you're you're you're really stretching and you're really should just think about it. The sins are one plotting. in your mind to commit the sin and then going to meet up with the woman with adultery on your mind, thus applying the action of sin. I forgot one other sin you would have committed, deception. By deceiving your wife of the whole ordeal, you then foster deception, which she would consider not just deceiving her, but insulting. as well, because you did it right there in front of her face. What is an abomination against the Most High Father, Yahuwah? First of all, let's define the word abomination. Now, there are several explanations of what the word abomination means, and I will list them with the help of AI. The word abomination comes from the Hebrew word tovah, if I'm pronouncing that right. I hope I'm pronouncing that right, correctly, right? Okay, abomination means morally disgusting, detestable, repulsive, absolutely forbidden, something that causes extreme hatred or loathing, something that violates divine or moral law, an action or thing that is vile or shameful. In biblical context, it often refers to Acts that God forbids explicitly, meaning stated clearly and in detail, leaving no room for your own interpretation or for confusion or doubt. OK, practices that are considered ritually unclean behaviors that violate God's moral standards, things that are spiritually offensive to God. Now, the strength of this word. in its original context is very intense. It's not just something mildly disliked, but something utterly repugnant and rejected. When the Bible describes something as an abomination, it expresses the strongest possible form of divine disapproval. Also, with the help of AI, the Bible lists several acts considered abominations, interpretations, and Cultural context varies significantly, meaning everyone wants to tell God what he means, thus changing the Most High's word to fit into their own little worlds and circumstances. Here are some examples from various books of what is considered abomination. In Leviticus and Deuteronomy, idolatry and worship of other gods, particular dietary practices, e.g. eating unclean animals, pig, and so forth. Sexual practices including lying with someone of the same sex, adultery, and incest. This honest business practices in unjust weights and measures, pride and arrogance, false worship and pagan rituals, e.g. celebrating just about every holiday we have. In Proverbs, Lying lips and false witnesses. Those who sow discord. Hearty eyes. Now, I specifically look this one up because I'm like, OK, someone who having a hearty eyes. That's H-A-U-G-H-T-Y-E-Y-E-S. Hearty eyes. OK. In the Bible, having hearty eyes refers to pride, arrogance and an excessively high opinion of oneself. Oh wow, burn down social media. The term appears notably in Proverbs 6, 16 through 17. There are six things the Most High hates, seven that are detestable to him. Haughty eyes is one of them. Here's a deeper breakdown of what haughty eyes represent. Attitude characteristics. Okay, so let's look at the attitude characteristics. Looking down on others, an attitude of superiority, excessive pride, self-importance, disdain for others. And now we're going to look at the behavioral manifestations. Okay, so behavioral manifestations of haughty eyes is treating others with contempt. Refusing to acknowledge God's authority, being dismissive of others worth, lacking humility, believing oneself to be better than others. Yes, calling yourself or speaking of yourself in third person, that's someone with an hearty eyes and God despise it. Okay. I've just described almost everyone we see on TV and in the movies, politicians, certain influencers, and even some of our friends and family members. What are the spiritual implications of having haughty eyes? Okay, spiritual implications. Okay, shows a heart that isn't right with God. Demonstrate a lack of understanding of one's place before God. Indicates spiritual blindness. Goes against God's call for humanity. The Bible consistently teaches that God opposes the proud. but gives grace to the humble. James 4, 6. And then 1 Peter 5, 5, having haughty eyes is considered particularly offensive because it reflects a heart attitude that opposes God's desire for his people to be humble and to recognize their dependence on him. Going back to the abominations. So here are a few more. Hands that shed innocent blood. A heart that devises wicked plans. Feet that run rapidly to evil. Other book mentions child sacrifice, divination and sorcery, oppression of the poor and vulnerable, robbery and violence. I know you think I might have gone off topic, but I promise you this was done for a reason. Since I was speaking of the Most High considering two people of the same sex line with each other an abomination, I wanted to get the other abominations out of the way to prove that straight or gay, everybody is committing abominations against the Most High Father, Yahuwah. There is no respective person or one sin being more significant than the other. So those with even a pinch of homophobia Please have several seats. No, right over there to the right, please. Thank you. What is the spirit of homosexuality? Well, the Holy Spirit told me that the spirit of homosexuality is like a virus passed down through the bloodline and feeds on its prey, like a contagion to replicate itself for survival. The spirit of homosexuality is insatiable and unrelenting, so much so that it has even polluted the heterosexual gene pool. The spirit of homosexuality is constantly feeding on its prey with vampiric predilections. The appetite of the spirit of homosexuality is so enormous that a bottomless pit will not suffice. When you have something or someone who is never satisfied and wants everything and everyone, This act will foster a characteristic that will do some of the most abominable, if not heinous things to satisfy the appetite. If not utterly rooted out or obliterated, the spirit of homosexuality will feed on its fray until there is nothing left that is identifiable, not even the outer shell. Now that we are in the last days, Satan has been propping up. the spirit of homosexuality to take reign in these end times. A plot of grand design and proportion, his massive deception is to have everyone thinking the spirit doesn't exist and that to have said spirit was as natural as a woman giving birth, attempting to conform the hardest of deniers into believing it is all right. This is Satan's greatest weapon. being used against the Most High Father Yahuwah because it defies the body, which he deems a temple. It deceives souls, them thinking Father God is okay with them defying his word and taking covenants in marriage. To damn more souls, the spurt of homosexuality is rampantly at work, distorting the minds of the most innocent and the less fortunate. Those infected with the virus are procreating, thus passing it on to their offspring, who will then pass it on to many, many others. Look at anyone who said they were ever born homosexual or turned homosexual during the adolescent years of their lives. And you will find that someone in their bloodline passed it on through procreation or molestation. Once the spirit of homosexuality is let inside, it follows the same path as AI. It uncovers everything about you, all of your secrets, and then devise a plan to unravel the mere identity of who you are, thus copying over who you once were. And priming you for destruction, but not before having you to pass it on to as many people you can through all manner of vile acts and perversion. Some, if not all of you who listen to this episode may deem me someone of the worst kind. But honestly, you would be correct. Most of what I've written came from someone who experienced the spirit of homosexuality for decades. Someone who was copied over at birth, who did not have a say as to accepting the spirit of homosexuality or even having any defensive mechanism to fend off such a volatile encroachment on one's person. That person was me, Patrick Andrew Kelly. OK, so if you got something to say, let's talk about it. This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Sunday at 10 p.m. to continue our series, The Spirit of Homosexuality. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. And thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. Discover other titles from Ad Spiral One, such as Inspire by USL Magazine, which has two recent issues, When Called by God, Patrick Andrew Kelly, and The Embrace Method, Vladimir Louisant, available in print and digital. The book, When Called by God, a memoir. that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title. When Called by God. Inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at USLmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Have a good night, and may Yaua guide and keep you all.

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Welcome to Season 2, Episode 5, The Spirit of Homosexuality: An Abomination or Vampiric Predilection, or Both, and an in-depth discussion on what The Spirit of Homosexuality is, its traits, and its mission. This one gets DEEP!


AD: "Season 2 streams October 18 at 10 p.m., and we have assembled a series for you. The entire season is about The Spirit of Homosexuality, a topic so sensitive that people's closets have closets. The podcast explores the transformative power of The Spirit of Homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers.


From "The Story of The Little Baby Boy" to The Unbeknownst Flirtation of The Heteros and much more, season 2 starts with the undeniable questions: Were you born Homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with The Most Highest, YAHUAH's word? When can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture, and are you ready?


AD: The beginning of an exclusive virtual book tour of "When Called By God: A Memoir That Chronicles My Journey from 3 To 51 Years Old" begins Monday, October 21 -- streaming at 10 pm.


The book, "When Called By God: A Memoir That Chronicles My Journey from 3 to 51 Years Old," is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Book-A-Million, and many others.


Leading to the final episode, this podcast promises to touch on every point, from When I Turned Homosexual to God's Word and The Homosexual Covenant of Marriage to The Clarion Call For Saved Lives, and so on.


AD: Discover other titles from ADSPIRA ONE, such as INSPIRE By USL Magazine, which has two recent issues: "When Called By God: Patrick Andrew Kelly" and "The Embrace Method: Vladimir Louissaint," available in print and digital. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com, get a copy of the digital version by visiting Magzter.com, or just Google the title.


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    Do you know the spirit of homosexuality? If you don't, or there's some confusion in your heart, I have a story to tell you. If you have been sleeping under a rock, as most of us have, you might have missed that the world as we know it will soon end. Levitating boards, robots that seem human, self-driving vehicles, and aliens. aren't the highlights of 2024. It's a war among nations, the downpouring of catastrophic weather, of biblical proportions, more and more people being left out in the cold by the system, increasing spiritual attacks and demon possessions, humans that seem to be robots, and everybody's secrets being revealed. But wait, among all those things I've just mentioned, I left out one highly massive event, and I did so because it's incomparable. We are in the end times. The Most High Father Yahuwah timeline for recompense is here. The most unimaginable catastrophe to happen is at hand. Are you ready? This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. Key exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When Called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. and thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. The book When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title, When Called by God, inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at uslmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Here's a recap of season one and its most profound revelations. A little over three months ago, I was awakened from a dream I fully remembered. It was a conversation between myself and God, but it felt like it was face to face and yet in the most subtle and peculiar way. I seemed to be in a dream state. I remember dreaming about this guy I'd met at the gym who was always positive and shared healthy tips with me. I was thinking, why am I dreaming about this guy? Well, from that dream came a conversation with God about him. I asked God, why was I dreaming about this guy? A guy I had hardly known. God said, I want you to get him a gift. I said, a gift? I said, Lord, Lord, why do you want me to get someone I hardly know a gift? I said, God, what kind of gift do you want me to get this guy? God showed me a vision in my mind of a gold chain with a cross. Then God said he has major trust issues that stem from things that happened to him in the past. We hardly know each other and stuff like that. But I said God instructed me to get you a gift. God also told me that you have major trust issues that stem from the past. And the guy, he looked away. And then he looked back at me and he said, he said, man, he said, usually I'm the one giving people gifts. He said nobody ever give me anything. And he was like, you know, I've been dealing with, you know, some stuff that happened to me between me and my dad from the past. And it has been the thing that has caused me to not be able to have relationships like every relationship. that I've had with a girl never last because of major trust issues and that, you know, stem from the past. And he kind of looked at me in astonishment because he was like, whoa, who's this like God that doesn't know me as total strangers, like coming up to me and was like telling me this, what God told me, not that I doubted him, but was just that I had this connection with God from a kid and I still had it. And this is what this, this. this show, this podcast is all about. It's us being 100% authentic in who we are and telling our trueness so that others can connect to us. As I laid there in bed, the journey of my life began flashing before my eyes, revealing things I had done in the past I had long since forgotten. And as this was happening to me, I became extremely overwhelmed. Some of those memories were deeply buried in the far recesses of my mind, yet they came flowing out like someone turned on a faucet. God began speaking to me, telling me that he has molded me since I was three years old with this moment. God said everything I had gone through, the good, the bad, and the ugly, was to prepare me for this day. He said, I see how you pray for people just meeting them. or passing them on the road. Something you didn't have to do, but you did it anyway. I just laid there in bed and began bawling uncontrollably. You know, when I was a kid and growing up, I didn't receive a lot of love from my mom and from my stepdad, or from my real dad, who still lives in Jamaica to this day. As tears began, as tears began flowing down my face, I felt like, um... I felt like I was transcending. I felt like I was having an out-of-body experience. It was something that was happening to me that I couldn't explain. And I was feeling mind-blown. And I was overloaded. God told me that we are in the last days. I'm sorry. I just got a little old. God told me that we are in the last days. And that within two and a half years from now. Life as we know it would become even more devastating, more devastating than now that we see people who are coming outside of themselves and revealing who they truly are. God said, I want you to be the message to draw people to him. I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied and cheated, stole? I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied, cheated, and stole, and even laid down with men? God said, come as you are and be delivered. As I continued bawling, God said, I want you to be the message to get people to know who they are, to deal with their past traumas, to let go of their hurt and receive deliverance. When I finally came out of the dream state I was in, I didn't feel like myself. The air I was breathing was different. It was crisp. It was like I was floating on air. I was joyous. A day or so later, God spoke to me again. God told me that the people from the tribe, descendants of Jacob, who was massacred, driven from their land, and was later sold off in bondage from the slavery coast, their time of deliverance was at hand, and that they would take their rightful place. The 430 years was almost up, and that everyone who played a part in their demise, their destruction, who took advantage of them, would stand in judgment. and lose their standing. Everything they have to those people, they would stand in judgment and lose everything they have to those people. There isn't a stone where they can hide. A building high enough, a bank account too big, or enough lies to cover up other lies. Everyone would stand in judgment. Looking at my life full circle though, God told me I was going to minister to people when I was about nine or ten years old. And because preaching wasn't my interest. Nor did I want to minister to anyone. I started running and God chased me and gave me many good weapons. You know, when you ask a child, hey, what do you want to be when you grow up? It wasn't a pastor. But now that I think about it, I have been ministering to people my entire life. But I just didn't know it. I was thinking of a traditional pastor on a pulpit. But God knew there would be so many ways he would get me to heed to my calling. See, I grew up in church and had witnessed so much dysfunction. It turned me away from church. But God was always in my heart. At every turn, God was there. And now I know that every part of my journey was a purpose, a plan by him. Even when I would run the other way. Now 51 years old, through God's grace and mercy, my rebirth is now 15 years in the making and counting. Yes, I said and counting because I'm still... being delivered, I still have things that I deal with that God is helping me with. As you journey with me and others who will take part in the spiritual awakening, this journey, expect to be delivered no matter who you are, no matter what relationship it is that you have with God. And for those who do not believe in God, he believes in you. And I cannot wait to hear your story. I'm Patrick A. Kelly. And this is my journey chronicled by significant incidents in my life that made me who I am today. At age three, I was molested by a family member multiple times and then later by a friend of theirs. At age six, I almost died and experienced my first supernatural and spiritual encounter, which has become a part of my being and has always stayed with me till this day. At age eight and continuing on for the next six years. Myself and my siblings were tortured. Myself and my siblings were tortured by my mother and stepdad. My sisters were molested. At age 10, my mother used to pit me and my sister, who are by the same mother and father, against our sisters, stepsisters. At age 15, I developed a sexual addiction and lasted until my mid to late 30s. At age 17, I was abandoned. I felt alone. I felt unloved. And with all the trauma I had experienced in my life, this experience, it seemed different. And yes, I felt unloved. At age 18, I experienced a mother's love from a stranger. At age 18. My then-girlfriend, whom I had lost my virginity to, told me she cheated on me with a friend of mine. And as I sat on the bed, I began crying, and I felt like a part of me was disappeared. That day marked the final blow to my brokenness. And for 21 years, I was so many things, and I didn't have any strength in my body. It got so bad, I asked God, I said, Lord, I'm ready to go. God was like, it's not your time. It's not your time. I lost everything I had. It was one of the worst moments of my life. But he renewed my body. When I came through that, I felt like a brand new person. And he gave me back everything I had lost. And then some. I lost my voice for a year and a half. I couldn't speak. At 51, God revealed to me my true purpose. And ever since I was a kid, I always knew that there was something special for me to do. I just didn't know what it was. And at 51, after all the running and all the stuff that I'd gone through, God finally revealed it to me. At age 51, I overcame the power of lust and had a transcendental experience, an out-of-body experience. At age 51, I stopped running from God and have embraced fully my destiny to the calling to be the message. I just want to say that in order for me to be the message, in order for me to do this podcast and to do the show, I had to lay myself bare as I'm doing now. So you can understand that this isn't a game at all. God is using me. He's using me to be the message for you. And he says, come as you are and be delivered. But in order for you to do that, you have to bear yourself. to him and everyone because of our strength. God don't give us more than we can bear. And if he put you through something like what I've gone through or what you have gone through, what you're going through, it mean that you're strong enough to handle it. And he didn't give you that. He didn't give you that blessing for you to hold on to it. He gave it to you so you can share it with other people so that they too can be blessed, can be delivered, and know the love of God. I can't tell you how many times I was like, you know what? I can't do this. I'm not going to do this. But God was there with me every step of the way. He said, if you are going to embark on this journey, you have to bear yourself. You have to bear your soul to everybody if you're asking them to do the same. So I did it. You know, it was it was very emotional for me. A lot of those memories. you know, were from way back and they were very strong memories. Some of them were traumatizing. But I thank God that he blessed me and gave me the opportunity to do this. And I hope that by you listening and continuing to listen to this podcast, that you are forever changed for the better, that you are blessed, that you. receive deliverance and that you also have others to receive deliverance as well. Thank you. Thank you for this. So this episode two, A Tainted Little Soul is about that molestation, that time that I'm basically taking you guys back to when I was three going on four, when I was molested all the way up till I was almost seven years old. So. Without further ado, here is a tainted little soul. Some would assume a child at three years old may not remember who they were once four or so decades have passed. But when something so subtle in understanding pours their soul, it transcends time. A memory is so powerful that it is never forgotten. It never leaves you no matter how hard you try to forget how little understanding you have of its effect. This memory transforms you into things you don't understand and does it intentionally without regard to you, your control, or anything else that shouldn't be a stopgap. A firewall, a protection to tender souls will require security and safety at all costs, at every effort. See, this thing had transformed me, mold me into an incomprehensible something. The transformation was out of my control and I had no say. Change forever, tainted, impure. and use good was how I felt. But one day my aunt was watching me and she called me into the house while I was playing with my friends outside. When I came inside, she was lying on the bed in her underwear. She said, Papa, come here. Papa is what they used to call me. When I came to her, she removed her underwear and took my little... my little hands and placed it down there. I vaguely remember our conversation and maybe it was a primal or a demand, but I remember touching her down there. As she kept asking me to touch her down there on different occasions, I began thinking how ugly this thing was and it felt funny. I didn't know why I was touching her down there, but it felt like I was playing with one of my toys at first. As I got older, around six, I became bored doing that, touching her down there. And I began resisting and she would force me to touch her. She asked me to touch her down there one day and I said no. Vaguely, she was saying things to me I can't recall. What she was saying, however, it felt like a defense to why she needed, she needed me to do it, to touch her down there. Just before coming to the States. I was almost about seven years old and my uncle and one of my girlfriends, a little person, were at home. I think my uncle was watching me because he was older in his mid to late teens. And I found myself messing around with my girlfriend, touching her the same way my aunt would ask me to touch her. At that age, I still didn't know what that meant. Still, I felt something was changing inside me as I did it. That day marked the beginning of my exploration, and I thought I was transforming into something I didn't know. I remember playing alone in my grandparents'yard as the summer continued. My auntie was watching me that day, but left me alone. She left me alone to go up the street. After she left, I had a visitor, a young lady who said that she knew my aunt D came by the house and coerced me to go with her by telling me how she knew my aunt. I don't recall what she said, but it made me feel safe. So I went with her and she took me down the gully on my grandparents land. Told me to lay down on the ground and got on top of me and began saying things. As she moved around, all I could think of was how she felt so heavy on top of me. Feeling her warm breath on me and that a stone had started digging into my back. When she finished, I got up from the ground with just my little shorts on. I was naked from the waist up and my clothes were all dirty. When she left, I went back to play with my toys. And I didn't tell anyone what had happened to me that day. But it confused me further. I didn't understand. I didn't understand why these things were happening to me. But I was changing. And he didn't know why. Later that summer, I came to the States and I never saw my aunt again or talked with her about what she did to me. It was a confusing time. It was a confusing time for me. And being in the States wasn't different. I later developed sexual habits that became even more massive. Then I was intelligent enough to comprehend. I started becoming confused about who and what I was. I'm not privy to all that God knows or even know his understanding as to the order of the tribals of my life. But what happened to me as a child, a toddler, had a profound effect on my entire life. And might not I have been molested by one of my favorite aunts and her friend. Would I be the same Patrick A. Kelly, the one that God wants to use to bring others to him? Would my lack of experience or incidents that molded me to be here right now have been enough to tell this story? Would my life be evident? and provocatively sufficient to compel the soul and touch others who have experienced similar experiences and incidents to become storytellers and receive strength in their deliverance. I'm quite sure there are many of you out there who something similar may have happened to you or maybe something even worse. And because it frightens you, you're afraid of it or you don't want to deal with it, you bury it far in the back of your mind. I just want to let you know that it's OK. It's OK to confront your past and it's OK to confront those things that have caused damage to you. Tell your story. Tell your story like I'm telling my story and become delivered. Tell your story. and become delivered through God. Welcome back to AtJRNY365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Before we get started tonight, please join me in an open prayer. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for your grace and mercy. We thank you for your wisdom, love, caring, and understanding in these perilous times. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for our increased courage and faith. We thank you for your understanding above all. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to become better than who and what we were the day before and to help others to do the same. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to be here right now to witness your prophecies come to fruition. We thank you for your word because we know it will never return void. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for covering and keeping us. through all manner of sin and evil, both seen and unseen. We thank you. We thank you for our guardian angels who watch over us, protect us, teach us, and keep us in isolation, protecting us from all manner of sin, evil, witchcraft, plots, plans, and agreements to our detriment. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for keeping us in your will. and given us a purpose and a destiny to fulfill. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for delivering us so that we can appreciate you for who you are and not what you can grant us. May our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name. Father Yahuwah, may our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name, Father Yahuwah. and upliftment to your word. May we be a guiding light, a beacon on top of a hill, shining so bright that all may see and glorify our Father Yahuwah, which art in heaven. Thank you, Father Yahuwah, in the name of your Son and our Savior, Yahushua. Welcome to Season 2 of AtJRNY 365. We're at a new time streaming at 10 p.m. every Friday night, and we also going to be streaming on Sunday night and also doing the When Called by God virtual tour book reading from Monday to Thursdays. So join us then. Each of those days we will be streaming at 10 p.m. We have assembled a series for you. The topic for the entire season is the spirit of homosexuality, and we will delve into a subject so sensitive even AI didn't want to have anything to do with it. This season explores the transformative power of the spirit of homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers from the story of the little baby boy. to the unbeknownst flirtation of the heteros, and much more. Season 2 starts with the undeniable questions. Were you born homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with the Most High Yahuwah's Word? At what point can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture? And are you ready? Leading into the final episode, the podcast promises to touch on every point from when I turned homosexual to God's word and the homosexual covenant of marriage to the clarion call for saved lives and so on. Between all the chatter, tears, deliverance and so on, we will overcome some personal struggles. We will address broader cultural shifts and explore how our faith. can provide a compass in these turbulent times. We'll be joined by thought-provoking guests, share potent testimonies, and offer practical guidance for living out our calling in an increasingly complex world. Whether you were a listener from last season or joining us for the first time, I invite you to open your heart and mind as we embark on this journey together. Let's challenge ourselves to grow, to love more deeply and to be the change we wish to see in the world. Get ready for raw honesty, inspiring stories and transformative insights. This is The is at jrny365 season 2. Let's begin. Can you have homosexual feelings towards someone without sinning against the Most High Yahuwah, going against his word? The answer is yes. You can have homosexual feelings for someone. without it becoming a sin. This is what was told to me by the Holy Spirit when I kept asking if being a homosexual was wrong. Before you go up in arms, wait, I've got more to say from the Holy Spirit. Suppose being a homosexual is a choice, a preference in liking someone or something. In that case, you can assume If I develop a liking for traveling to foreign countries because of pictures I see in a published travel book, but I've never traveled to a foreign country before. I have a liking for traveling to foreign destinations, although I have never done so. Of course, we know that having homosexual feelings towards someone is often brought on by being born that way. We also know... that someone can become homosexual by repeated sexual abuse from childhood. Speaking from my experience, I used a previous analogy about traveling to say, you can like a particular thing, but is there guilt if you've never participated or stopped participating in it? Or going even further, is there sin attached to what is preferred, what is liked, if there are no actions behind it. If the Most High Father Yahuwah equates or compares sinning to going against his word by action, thought, or tongue, speaking, it is assumed that to sin, you must commit a sinful act against the Most High Father Yahuwah's word by, let's say, sexual perversion and fornication. immoral thoughts against someone or speaking immorally, which include lusting and lying. Now, I'm not naive to the sins of the world. There are many other sins I could have used as examples, but I would then go off topic. So if someone has a liking or attraction for someone of the same sex, is that considered going against the Most High Father Yahuwah's word? if no act, whether action, thought, or verbal, has been committed. Suppose there is no offense to the Most High Father Yahuwah's work. In that case, someone can live a life with an attraction towards someone of the same sex without ever acting on that attraction, thus not committing an abominable act and transgressing against the Most High Father Yahuwah. Example, I'm a married man out one afternoon at Pond City with my wife and kids. And by happenstance, I notice a voluptuous, melanated woman coming in our direction. As she passes us, she makes eye contact with me and winks. I kindly give her a humble smile and continue going about my afternoon with my wife and kids. As we continue strolling, The kids wanted ice cream and other snacks, so we ducked into Honeysuckle. And to my surprise, as I turned around to ask my kids what they wanted, that same woman was standing in the line behind my wife, giving me the eye. But being the devoted, God-fearing husband, I kind of ignored her and pulled my beautiful wife closer, resting on her left shoulder while whispering something in her ear. and sniffing the scent against her neck. Realizing I was different from many men and boys who might have succumbed to her suggestion and plotted a diversion, the woman stepped out of line and went. If I wasn't a devoted husband, a cheater even, I would have abruptly said to my wife, Honey, can you finish the orders? I need to run to the bathroom signaling to the woman behind her of my intentions, unbeknownst to my beautiful, committed wife, ever catching on to the scheme. And just like that, by devising that plot, and rushing to the bathroom to link up with the woman and exchange numbers just outside the bathroom door, even if I never acted upon it, I have sinned twice against the most high, probably even three times. OK, and breaking the covenant of marriage, which many people don't realize nowadays is a sin. Someone might say, oh, P, you're you're you're really stretching and you're really should just think about it. The sins are one plotting. in your mind to commit the sin and then going to meet up with the woman with adultery on your mind, thus applying the action of sin. I forgot one other sin you would have committed, deception. By deceiving your wife of the whole ordeal, you then foster deception, which she would consider not just deceiving her, but insulting. as well, because you did it right there in front of her face. What is an abomination against the Most High Father, Yahuwah? First of all, let's define the word abomination. Now, there are several explanations of what the word abomination means, and I will list them with the help of AI. The word abomination comes from the Hebrew word tovah, if I'm pronouncing that right. I hope I'm pronouncing that right, correctly, right? Okay, abomination means morally disgusting, detestable, repulsive, absolutely forbidden, something that causes extreme hatred or loathing, something that violates divine or moral law, an action or thing that is vile or shameful. In biblical context, it often refers to Acts that God forbids explicitly, meaning stated clearly and in detail, leaving no room for your own interpretation or for confusion or doubt. OK, practices that are considered ritually unclean behaviors that violate God's moral standards, things that are spiritually offensive to God. Now, the strength of this word. in its original context is very intense. It's not just something mildly disliked, but something utterly repugnant and rejected. When the Bible describes something as an abomination, it expresses the strongest possible form of divine disapproval. Also, with the help of AI, the Bible lists several acts considered abominations, interpretations, and Cultural context varies significantly, meaning everyone wants to tell God what he means, thus changing the Most High's word to fit into their own little worlds and circumstances. Here are some examples from various books of what is considered abomination. In Leviticus and Deuteronomy, idolatry and worship of other gods, particular dietary practices, e.g. eating unclean animals, pig, and so forth. Sexual practices including lying with someone of the same sex, adultery, and incest. This honest business practices in unjust weights and measures, pride and arrogance, false worship and pagan rituals, e.g. celebrating just about every holiday we have. In Proverbs, Lying lips and false witnesses. Those who sow discord. Hearty eyes. Now, I specifically look this one up because I'm like, OK, someone who having a hearty eyes. That's H-A-U-G-H-T-Y-E-Y-E-S. Hearty eyes. OK. In the Bible, having hearty eyes refers to pride, arrogance and an excessively high opinion of oneself. Oh wow, burn down social media. The term appears notably in Proverbs 6, 16 through 17. There are six things the Most High hates, seven that are detestable to him. Haughty eyes is one of them. Here's a deeper breakdown of what haughty eyes represent. Attitude characteristics. Okay, so let's look at the attitude characteristics. Looking down on others, an attitude of superiority, excessive pride, self-importance, disdain for others. And now we're going to look at the behavioral manifestations. Okay, so behavioral manifestations of haughty eyes is treating others with contempt. Refusing to acknowledge God's authority, being dismissive of others worth, lacking humility, believing oneself to be better than others. Yes, calling yourself or speaking of yourself in third person, that's someone with an hearty eyes and God despise it. Okay. I've just described almost everyone we see on TV and in the movies, politicians, certain influencers, and even some of our friends and family members. What are the spiritual implications of having haughty eyes? Okay, spiritual implications. Okay, shows a heart that isn't right with God. Demonstrate a lack of understanding of one's place before God. Indicates spiritual blindness. Goes against God's call for humanity. The Bible consistently teaches that God opposes the proud. but gives grace to the humble. James 4, 6. And then 1 Peter 5, 5, having haughty eyes is considered particularly offensive because it reflects a heart attitude that opposes God's desire for his people to be humble and to recognize their dependence on him. Going back to the abominations. So here are a few more. Hands that shed innocent blood. A heart that devises wicked plans. Feet that run rapidly to evil. Other book mentions child sacrifice, divination and sorcery, oppression of the poor and vulnerable, robbery and violence. I know you think I might have gone off topic, but I promise you this was done for a reason. Since I was speaking of the Most High considering two people of the same sex line with each other an abomination, I wanted to get the other abominations out of the way to prove that straight or gay, everybody is committing abominations against the Most High Father, Yahuwah. There is no respective person or one sin being more significant than the other. So those with even a pinch of homophobia Please have several seats. No, right over there to the right, please. Thank you. What is the spirit of homosexuality? Well, the Holy Spirit told me that the spirit of homosexuality is like a virus passed down through the bloodline and feeds on its prey, like a contagion to replicate itself for survival. The spirit of homosexuality is insatiable and unrelenting, so much so that it has even polluted the heterosexual gene pool. The spirit of homosexuality is constantly feeding on its prey with vampiric predilections. The appetite of the spirit of homosexuality is so enormous that a bottomless pit will not suffice. When you have something or someone who is never satisfied and wants everything and everyone, This act will foster a characteristic that will do some of the most abominable, if not heinous things to satisfy the appetite. If not utterly rooted out or obliterated, the spirit of homosexuality will feed on its fray until there is nothing left that is identifiable, not even the outer shell. Now that we are in the last days, Satan has been propping up. the spirit of homosexuality to take reign in these end times. A plot of grand design and proportion, his massive deception is to have everyone thinking the spirit doesn't exist and that to have said spirit was as natural as a woman giving birth, attempting to conform the hardest of deniers into believing it is all right. This is Satan's greatest weapon. being used against the Most High Father Yahuwah because it defies the body, which he deems a temple. It deceives souls, them thinking Father God is okay with them defying his word and taking covenants in marriage. To damn more souls, the spurt of homosexuality is rampantly at work, distorting the minds of the most innocent and the less fortunate. Those infected with the virus are procreating, thus passing it on to their offspring, who will then pass it on to many, many others. Look at anyone who said they were ever born homosexual or turned homosexual during the adolescent years of their lives. And you will find that someone in their bloodline passed it on through procreation or molestation. Once the spirit of homosexuality is let inside, it follows the same path as AI. It uncovers everything about you, all of your secrets, and then devise a plan to unravel the mere identity of who you are, thus copying over who you once were. And priming you for destruction, but not before having you to pass it on to as many people you can through all manner of vile acts and perversion. Some, if not all of you who listen to this episode may deem me someone of the worst kind. But honestly, you would be correct. Most of what I've written came from someone who experienced the spirit of homosexuality for decades. Someone who was copied over at birth, who did not have a say as to accepting the spirit of homosexuality or even having any defensive mechanism to fend off such a volatile encroachment on one's person. That person was me, Patrick Andrew Kelly. OK, so if you got something to say, let's talk about it. This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Sunday at 10 p.m. to continue our series, The Spirit of Homosexuality. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. And thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. Discover other titles from Ad Spiral One, such as Inspire by USL Magazine, which has two recent issues, When Called by God, Patrick Andrew Kelly, and The Embrace Method, Vladimir Louisant, available in print and digital. The book, When Called by God, a memoir. that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title. When Called by God. Inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at USLmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Have a good night, and may Yaua guide and keep you all.

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Welcome to Season 2, Episode 5, The Spirit of Homosexuality: An Abomination or Vampiric Predilection, or Both, and an in-depth discussion on what The Spirit of Homosexuality is, its traits, and its mission. This one gets DEEP!


AD: "Season 2 streams October 18 at 10 p.m., and we have assembled a series for you. The entire season is about The Spirit of Homosexuality, a topic so sensitive that people's closets have closets. The podcast explores the transformative power of The Spirit of Homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers.


From "The Story of The Little Baby Boy" to The Unbeknownst Flirtation of The Heteros and much more, season 2 starts with the undeniable questions: Were you born Homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with The Most Highest, YAHUAH's word? When can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture, and are you ready?


AD: The beginning of an exclusive virtual book tour of "When Called By God: A Memoir That Chronicles My Journey from 3 To 51 Years Old" begins Monday, October 21 -- streaming at 10 pm.


The book, "When Called By God: A Memoir That Chronicles My Journey from 3 to 51 Years Old," is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Book-A-Million, and many others.


Leading to the final episode, this podcast promises to touch on every point, from When I Turned Homosexual to God's Word and The Homosexual Covenant of Marriage to The Clarion Call For Saved Lives, and so on.


AD: Discover other titles from ADSPIRA ONE, such as INSPIRE By USL Magazine, which has two recent issues: "When Called By God: Patrick Andrew Kelly" and "The Embrace Method: Vladimir Louissaint," available in print and digital. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com, get a copy of the digital version by visiting Magzter.com, or just Google the title.


When Called By God: The Coffee Table Book With Select Chapters From The Memoir is also available in print. Order online at magcloud.com.


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    Do you know the spirit of homosexuality? If you don't, or there's some confusion in your heart, I have a story to tell you. If you have been sleeping under a rock, as most of us have, you might have missed that the world as we know it will soon end. Levitating boards, robots that seem human, self-driving vehicles, and aliens. aren't the highlights of 2024. It's a war among nations, the downpouring of catastrophic weather, of biblical proportions, more and more people being left out in the cold by the system, increasing spiritual attacks and demon possessions, humans that seem to be robots, and everybody's secrets being revealed. But wait, among all those things I've just mentioned, I left out one highly massive event, and I did so because it's incomparable. We are in the end times. The Most High Father Yahuwah timeline for recompense is here. The most unimaginable catastrophe to happen is at hand. Are you ready? This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. Key exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When Called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. and thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. The book When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title, When Called by God, inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at uslmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Here's a recap of season one and its most profound revelations. A little over three months ago, I was awakened from a dream I fully remembered. It was a conversation between myself and God, but it felt like it was face to face and yet in the most subtle and peculiar way. I seemed to be in a dream state. I remember dreaming about this guy I'd met at the gym who was always positive and shared healthy tips with me. I was thinking, why am I dreaming about this guy? Well, from that dream came a conversation with God about him. I asked God, why was I dreaming about this guy? A guy I had hardly known. God said, I want you to get him a gift. I said, a gift? I said, Lord, Lord, why do you want me to get someone I hardly know a gift? I said, God, what kind of gift do you want me to get this guy? God showed me a vision in my mind of a gold chain with a cross. Then God said he has major trust issues that stem from things that happened to him in the past. We hardly know each other and stuff like that. But I said God instructed me to get you a gift. God also told me that you have major trust issues that stem from the past. And the guy, he looked away. And then he looked back at me and he said, he said, man, he said, usually I'm the one giving people gifts. He said nobody ever give me anything. And he was like, you know, I've been dealing with, you know, some stuff that happened to me between me and my dad from the past. And it has been the thing that has caused me to not be able to have relationships like every relationship. that I've had with a girl never last because of major trust issues and that, you know, stem from the past. And he kind of looked at me in astonishment because he was like, whoa, who's this like God that doesn't know me as total strangers, like coming up to me and was like telling me this, what God told me, not that I doubted him, but was just that I had this connection with God from a kid and I still had it. And this is what this, this. this show, this podcast is all about. It's us being 100% authentic in who we are and telling our trueness so that others can connect to us. As I laid there in bed, the journey of my life began flashing before my eyes, revealing things I had done in the past I had long since forgotten. And as this was happening to me, I became extremely overwhelmed. Some of those memories were deeply buried in the far recesses of my mind, yet they came flowing out like someone turned on a faucet. God began speaking to me, telling me that he has molded me since I was three years old with this moment. God said everything I had gone through, the good, the bad, and the ugly, was to prepare me for this day. He said, I see how you pray for people just meeting them. or passing them on the road. Something you didn't have to do, but you did it anyway. I just laid there in bed and began bawling uncontrollably. You know, when I was a kid and growing up, I didn't receive a lot of love from my mom and from my stepdad, or from my real dad, who still lives in Jamaica to this day. As tears began, as tears began flowing down my face, I felt like, um... I felt like I was transcending. I felt like I was having an out-of-body experience. It was something that was happening to me that I couldn't explain. And I was feeling mind-blown. And I was overloaded. God told me that we are in the last days. I'm sorry. I just got a little old. God told me that we are in the last days. And that within two and a half years from now. Life as we know it would become even more devastating, more devastating than now that we see people who are coming outside of themselves and revealing who they truly are. God said, I want you to be the message to draw people to him. I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied and cheated, stole? I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied, cheated, and stole, and even laid down with men? God said, come as you are and be delivered. As I continued bawling, God said, I want you to be the message to get people to know who they are, to deal with their past traumas, to let go of their hurt and receive deliverance. When I finally came out of the dream state I was in, I didn't feel like myself. The air I was breathing was different. It was crisp. It was like I was floating on air. I was joyous. A day or so later, God spoke to me again. God told me that the people from the tribe, descendants of Jacob, who was massacred, driven from their land, and was later sold off in bondage from the slavery coast, their time of deliverance was at hand, and that they would take their rightful place. The 430 years was almost up, and that everyone who played a part in their demise, their destruction, who took advantage of them, would stand in judgment. and lose their standing. Everything they have to those people, they would stand in judgment and lose everything they have to those people. There isn't a stone where they can hide. A building high enough, a bank account too big, or enough lies to cover up other lies. Everyone would stand in judgment. Looking at my life full circle though, God told me I was going to minister to people when I was about nine or ten years old. And because preaching wasn't my interest. Nor did I want to minister to anyone. I started running and God chased me and gave me many good weapons. You know, when you ask a child, hey, what do you want to be when you grow up? It wasn't a pastor. But now that I think about it, I have been ministering to people my entire life. But I just didn't know it. I was thinking of a traditional pastor on a pulpit. But God knew there would be so many ways he would get me to heed to my calling. See, I grew up in church and had witnessed so much dysfunction. It turned me away from church. But God was always in my heart. At every turn, God was there. And now I know that every part of my journey was a purpose, a plan by him. Even when I would run the other way. Now 51 years old, through God's grace and mercy, my rebirth is now 15 years in the making and counting. Yes, I said and counting because I'm still... being delivered, I still have things that I deal with that God is helping me with. As you journey with me and others who will take part in the spiritual awakening, this journey, expect to be delivered no matter who you are, no matter what relationship it is that you have with God. And for those who do not believe in God, he believes in you. And I cannot wait to hear your story. I'm Patrick A. Kelly. And this is my journey chronicled by significant incidents in my life that made me who I am today. At age three, I was molested by a family member multiple times and then later by a friend of theirs. At age six, I almost died and experienced my first supernatural and spiritual encounter, which has become a part of my being and has always stayed with me till this day. At age eight and continuing on for the next six years. Myself and my siblings were tortured. Myself and my siblings were tortured by my mother and stepdad. My sisters were molested. At age 10, my mother used to pit me and my sister, who are by the same mother and father, against our sisters, stepsisters. At age 15, I developed a sexual addiction and lasted until my mid to late 30s. At age 17, I was abandoned. I felt alone. I felt unloved. And with all the trauma I had experienced in my life, this experience, it seemed different. And yes, I felt unloved. At age 18, I experienced a mother's love from a stranger. At age 18. My then-girlfriend, whom I had lost my virginity to, told me she cheated on me with a friend of mine. And as I sat on the bed, I began crying, and I felt like a part of me was disappeared. That day marked the final blow to my brokenness. And for 21 years, I was so many things, and I didn't have any strength in my body. It got so bad, I asked God, I said, Lord, I'm ready to go. God was like, it's not your time. It's not your time. I lost everything I had. It was one of the worst moments of my life. But he renewed my body. When I came through that, I felt like a brand new person. And he gave me back everything I had lost. And then some. I lost my voice for a year and a half. I couldn't speak. At 51, God revealed to me my true purpose. And ever since I was a kid, I always knew that there was something special for me to do. I just didn't know what it was. And at 51, after all the running and all the stuff that I'd gone through, God finally revealed it to me. At age 51, I overcame the power of lust and had a transcendental experience, an out-of-body experience. At age 51, I stopped running from God and have embraced fully my destiny to the calling to be the message. I just want to say that in order for me to be the message, in order for me to do this podcast and to do the show, I had to lay myself bare as I'm doing now. So you can understand that this isn't a game at all. God is using me. He's using me to be the message for you. And he says, come as you are and be delivered. But in order for you to do that, you have to bear yourself. to him and everyone because of our strength. God don't give us more than we can bear. And if he put you through something like what I've gone through or what you have gone through, what you're going through, it mean that you're strong enough to handle it. And he didn't give you that. He didn't give you that blessing for you to hold on to it. He gave it to you so you can share it with other people so that they too can be blessed, can be delivered, and know the love of God. I can't tell you how many times I was like, you know what? I can't do this. I'm not going to do this. But God was there with me every step of the way. He said, if you are going to embark on this journey, you have to bear yourself. You have to bear your soul to everybody if you're asking them to do the same. So I did it. You know, it was it was very emotional for me. A lot of those memories. you know, were from way back and they were very strong memories. Some of them were traumatizing. But I thank God that he blessed me and gave me the opportunity to do this. And I hope that by you listening and continuing to listen to this podcast, that you are forever changed for the better, that you are blessed, that you. receive deliverance and that you also have others to receive deliverance as well. Thank you. Thank you for this. So this episode two, A Tainted Little Soul is about that molestation, that time that I'm basically taking you guys back to when I was three going on four, when I was molested all the way up till I was almost seven years old. So. Without further ado, here is a tainted little soul. Some would assume a child at three years old may not remember who they were once four or so decades have passed. But when something so subtle in understanding pours their soul, it transcends time. A memory is so powerful that it is never forgotten. It never leaves you no matter how hard you try to forget how little understanding you have of its effect. This memory transforms you into things you don't understand and does it intentionally without regard to you, your control, or anything else that shouldn't be a stopgap. A firewall, a protection to tender souls will require security and safety at all costs, at every effort. See, this thing had transformed me, mold me into an incomprehensible something. The transformation was out of my control and I had no say. Change forever, tainted, impure. and use good was how I felt. But one day my aunt was watching me and she called me into the house while I was playing with my friends outside. When I came inside, she was lying on the bed in her underwear. She said, Papa, come here. Papa is what they used to call me. When I came to her, she removed her underwear and took my little... my little hands and placed it down there. I vaguely remember our conversation and maybe it was a primal or a demand, but I remember touching her down there. As she kept asking me to touch her down there on different occasions, I began thinking how ugly this thing was and it felt funny. I didn't know why I was touching her down there, but it felt like I was playing with one of my toys at first. As I got older, around six, I became bored doing that, touching her down there. And I began resisting and she would force me to touch her. She asked me to touch her down there one day and I said no. Vaguely, she was saying things to me I can't recall. What she was saying, however, it felt like a defense to why she needed, she needed me to do it, to touch her down there. Just before coming to the States. I was almost about seven years old and my uncle and one of my girlfriends, a little person, were at home. I think my uncle was watching me because he was older in his mid to late teens. And I found myself messing around with my girlfriend, touching her the same way my aunt would ask me to touch her. At that age, I still didn't know what that meant. Still, I felt something was changing inside me as I did it. That day marked the beginning of my exploration, and I thought I was transforming into something I didn't know. I remember playing alone in my grandparents'yard as the summer continued. My auntie was watching me that day, but left me alone. She left me alone to go up the street. After she left, I had a visitor, a young lady who said that she knew my aunt D came by the house and coerced me to go with her by telling me how she knew my aunt. I don't recall what she said, but it made me feel safe. So I went with her and she took me down the gully on my grandparents land. Told me to lay down on the ground and got on top of me and began saying things. As she moved around, all I could think of was how she felt so heavy on top of me. Feeling her warm breath on me and that a stone had started digging into my back. When she finished, I got up from the ground with just my little shorts on. I was naked from the waist up and my clothes were all dirty. When she left, I went back to play with my toys. And I didn't tell anyone what had happened to me that day. But it confused me further. I didn't understand. I didn't understand why these things were happening to me. But I was changing. And he didn't know why. Later that summer, I came to the States and I never saw my aunt again or talked with her about what she did to me. It was a confusing time. It was a confusing time for me. And being in the States wasn't different. I later developed sexual habits that became even more massive. Then I was intelligent enough to comprehend. I started becoming confused about who and what I was. I'm not privy to all that God knows or even know his understanding as to the order of the tribals of my life. But what happened to me as a child, a toddler, had a profound effect on my entire life. And might not I have been molested by one of my favorite aunts and her friend. Would I be the same Patrick A. Kelly, the one that God wants to use to bring others to him? Would my lack of experience or incidents that molded me to be here right now have been enough to tell this story? Would my life be evident? and provocatively sufficient to compel the soul and touch others who have experienced similar experiences and incidents to become storytellers and receive strength in their deliverance. I'm quite sure there are many of you out there who something similar may have happened to you or maybe something even worse. And because it frightens you, you're afraid of it or you don't want to deal with it, you bury it far in the back of your mind. I just want to let you know that it's OK. It's OK to confront your past and it's OK to confront those things that have caused damage to you. Tell your story. Tell your story like I'm telling my story and become delivered. Tell your story. and become delivered through God. Welcome back to AtJRNY365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Before we get started tonight, please join me in an open prayer. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for your grace and mercy. We thank you for your wisdom, love, caring, and understanding in these perilous times. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for our increased courage and faith. We thank you for your understanding above all. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to become better than who and what we were the day before and to help others to do the same. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to be here right now to witness your prophecies come to fruition. We thank you for your word because we know it will never return void. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for covering and keeping us. through all manner of sin and evil, both seen and unseen. We thank you. We thank you for our guardian angels who watch over us, protect us, teach us, and keep us in isolation, protecting us from all manner of sin, evil, witchcraft, plots, plans, and agreements to our detriment. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for keeping us in your will. and given us a purpose and a destiny to fulfill. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for delivering us so that we can appreciate you for who you are and not what you can grant us. May our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name. Father Yahuwah, may our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name, Father Yahuwah. and upliftment to your word. May we be a guiding light, a beacon on top of a hill, shining so bright that all may see and glorify our Father Yahuwah, which art in heaven. Thank you, Father Yahuwah, in the name of your Son and our Savior, Yahushua. Welcome to Season 2 of AtJRNY 365. We're at a new time streaming at 10 p.m. every Friday night, and we also going to be streaming on Sunday night and also doing the When Called by God virtual tour book reading from Monday to Thursdays. So join us then. Each of those days we will be streaming at 10 p.m. We have assembled a series for you. The topic for the entire season is the spirit of homosexuality, and we will delve into a subject so sensitive even AI didn't want to have anything to do with it. This season explores the transformative power of the spirit of homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers from the story of the little baby boy. to the unbeknownst flirtation of the heteros, and much more. Season 2 starts with the undeniable questions. Were you born homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with the Most High Yahuwah's Word? At what point can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture? And are you ready? Leading into the final episode, the podcast promises to touch on every point from when I turned homosexual to God's word and the homosexual covenant of marriage to the clarion call for saved lives and so on. Between all the chatter, tears, deliverance and so on, we will overcome some personal struggles. We will address broader cultural shifts and explore how our faith. can provide a compass in these turbulent times. We'll be joined by thought-provoking guests, share potent testimonies, and offer practical guidance for living out our calling in an increasingly complex world. Whether you were a listener from last season or joining us for the first time, I invite you to open your heart and mind as we embark on this journey together. Let's challenge ourselves to grow, to love more deeply and to be the change we wish to see in the world. Get ready for raw honesty, inspiring stories and transformative insights. This is The is at jrny365 season 2. Let's begin. Can you have homosexual feelings towards someone without sinning against the Most High Yahuwah, going against his word? The answer is yes. You can have homosexual feelings for someone. without it becoming a sin. This is what was told to me by the Holy Spirit when I kept asking if being a homosexual was wrong. Before you go up in arms, wait, I've got more to say from the Holy Spirit. Suppose being a homosexual is a choice, a preference in liking someone or something. In that case, you can assume If I develop a liking for traveling to foreign countries because of pictures I see in a published travel book, but I've never traveled to a foreign country before. I have a liking for traveling to foreign destinations, although I have never done so. Of course, we know that having homosexual feelings towards someone is often brought on by being born that way. We also know... that someone can become homosexual by repeated sexual abuse from childhood. Speaking from my experience, I used a previous analogy about traveling to say, you can like a particular thing, but is there guilt if you've never participated or stopped participating in it? Or going even further, is there sin attached to what is preferred, what is liked, if there are no actions behind it. If the Most High Father Yahuwah equates or compares sinning to going against his word by action, thought, or tongue, speaking, it is assumed that to sin, you must commit a sinful act against the Most High Father Yahuwah's word by, let's say, sexual perversion and fornication. immoral thoughts against someone or speaking immorally, which include lusting and lying. Now, I'm not naive to the sins of the world. There are many other sins I could have used as examples, but I would then go off topic. So if someone has a liking or attraction for someone of the same sex, is that considered going against the Most High Father Yahuwah's word? if no act, whether action, thought, or verbal, has been committed. Suppose there is no offense to the Most High Father Yahuwah's work. In that case, someone can live a life with an attraction towards someone of the same sex without ever acting on that attraction, thus not committing an abominable act and transgressing against the Most High Father Yahuwah. Example, I'm a married man out one afternoon at Pond City with my wife and kids. And by happenstance, I notice a voluptuous, melanated woman coming in our direction. As she passes us, she makes eye contact with me and winks. I kindly give her a humble smile and continue going about my afternoon with my wife and kids. As we continue strolling, The kids wanted ice cream and other snacks, so we ducked into Honeysuckle. And to my surprise, as I turned around to ask my kids what they wanted, that same woman was standing in the line behind my wife, giving me the eye. But being the devoted, God-fearing husband, I kind of ignored her and pulled my beautiful wife closer, resting on her left shoulder while whispering something in her ear. and sniffing the scent against her neck. Realizing I was different from many men and boys who might have succumbed to her suggestion and plotted a diversion, the woman stepped out of line and went. If I wasn't a devoted husband, a cheater even, I would have abruptly said to my wife, Honey, can you finish the orders? I need to run to the bathroom signaling to the woman behind her of my intentions, unbeknownst to my beautiful, committed wife, ever catching on to the scheme. And just like that, by devising that plot, and rushing to the bathroom to link up with the woman and exchange numbers just outside the bathroom door, even if I never acted upon it, I have sinned twice against the most high, probably even three times. OK, and breaking the covenant of marriage, which many people don't realize nowadays is a sin. Someone might say, oh, P, you're you're you're really stretching and you're really should just think about it. The sins are one plotting. in your mind to commit the sin and then going to meet up with the woman with adultery on your mind, thus applying the action of sin. I forgot one other sin you would have committed, deception. By deceiving your wife of the whole ordeal, you then foster deception, which she would consider not just deceiving her, but insulting. as well, because you did it right there in front of her face. What is an abomination against the Most High Father, Yahuwah? First of all, let's define the word abomination. Now, there are several explanations of what the word abomination means, and I will list them with the help of AI. The word abomination comes from the Hebrew word tovah, if I'm pronouncing that right. I hope I'm pronouncing that right, correctly, right? Okay, abomination means morally disgusting, detestable, repulsive, absolutely forbidden, something that causes extreme hatred or loathing, something that violates divine or moral law, an action or thing that is vile or shameful. In biblical context, it often refers to Acts that God forbids explicitly, meaning stated clearly and in detail, leaving no room for your own interpretation or for confusion or doubt. OK, practices that are considered ritually unclean behaviors that violate God's moral standards, things that are spiritually offensive to God. Now, the strength of this word. in its original context is very intense. It's not just something mildly disliked, but something utterly repugnant and rejected. When the Bible describes something as an abomination, it expresses the strongest possible form of divine disapproval. Also, with the help of AI, the Bible lists several acts considered abominations, interpretations, and Cultural context varies significantly, meaning everyone wants to tell God what he means, thus changing the Most High's word to fit into their own little worlds and circumstances. Here are some examples from various books of what is considered abomination. In Leviticus and Deuteronomy, idolatry and worship of other gods, particular dietary practices, e.g. eating unclean animals, pig, and so forth. Sexual practices including lying with someone of the same sex, adultery, and incest. This honest business practices in unjust weights and measures, pride and arrogance, false worship and pagan rituals, e.g. celebrating just about every holiday we have. In Proverbs, Lying lips and false witnesses. Those who sow discord. Hearty eyes. Now, I specifically look this one up because I'm like, OK, someone who having a hearty eyes. That's H-A-U-G-H-T-Y-E-Y-E-S. Hearty eyes. OK. In the Bible, having hearty eyes refers to pride, arrogance and an excessively high opinion of oneself. Oh wow, burn down social media. The term appears notably in Proverbs 6, 16 through 17. There are six things the Most High hates, seven that are detestable to him. Haughty eyes is one of them. Here's a deeper breakdown of what haughty eyes represent. Attitude characteristics. Okay, so let's look at the attitude characteristics. Looking down on others, an attitude of superiority, excessive pride, self-importance, disdain for others. And now we're going to look at the behavioral manifestations. Okay, so behavioral manifestations of haughty eyes is treating others with contempt. Refusing to acknowledge God's authority, being dismissive of others worth, lacking humility, believing oneself to be better than others. Yes, calling yourself or speaking of yourself in third person, that's someone with an hearty eyes and God despise it. Okay. I've just described almost everyone we see on TV and in the movies, politicians, certain influencers, and even some of our friends and family members. What are the spiritual implications of having haughty eyes? Okay, spiritual implications. Okay, shows a heart that isn't right with God. Demonstrate a lack of understanding of one's place before God. Indicates spiritual blindness. Goes against God's call for humanity. The Bible consistently teaches that God opposes the proud. but gives grace to the humble. James 4, 6. And then 1 Peter 5, 5, having haughty eyes is considered particularly offensive because it reflects a heart attitude that opposes God's desire for his people to be humble and to recognize their dependence on him. Going back to the abominations. So here are a few more. Hands that shed innocent blood. A heart that devises wicked plans. Feet that run rapidly to evil. Other book mentions child sacrifice, divination and sorcery, oppression of the poor and vulnerable, robbery and violence. I know you think I might have gone off topic, but I promise you this was done for a reason. Since I was speaking of the Most High considering two people of the same sex line with each other an abomination, I wanted to get the other abominations out of the way to prove that straight or gay, everybody is committing abominations against the Most High Father, Yahuwah. There is no respective person or one sin being more significant than the other. So those with even a pinch of homophobia Please have several seats. No, right over there to the right, please. Thank you. What is the spirit of homosexuality? Well, the Holy Spirit told me that the spirit of homosexuality is like a virus passed down through the bloodline and feeds on its prey, like a contagion to replicate itself for survival. The spirit of homosexuality is insatiable and unrelenting, so much so that it has even polluted the heterosexual gene pool. The spirit of homosexuality is constantly feeding on its prey with vampiric predilections. The appetite of the spirit of homosexuality is so enormous that a bottomless pit will not suffice. When you have something or someone who is never satisfied and wants everything and everyone, This act will foster a characteristic that will do some of the most abominable, if not heinous things to satisfy the appetite. If not utterly rooted out or obliterated, the spirit of homosexuality will feed on its fray until there is nothing left that is identifiable, not even the outer shell. Now that we are in the last days, Satan has been propping up. the spirit of homosexuality to take reign in these end times. A plot of grand design and proportion, his massive deception is to have everyone thinking the spirit doesn't exist and that to have said spirit was as natural as a woman giving birth, attempting to conform the hardest of deniers into believing it is all right. This is Satan's greatest weapon. being used against the Most High Father Yahuwah because it defies the body, which he deems a temple. It deceives souls, them thinking Father God is okay with them defying his word and taking covenants in marriage. To damn more souls, the spurt of homosexuality is rampantly at work, distorting the minds of the most innocent and the less fortunate. Those infected with the virus are procreating, thus passing it on to their offspring, who will then pass it on to many, many others. Look at anyone who said they were ever born homosexual or turned homosexual during the adolescent years of their lives. And you will find that someone in their bloodline passed it on through procreation or molestation. Once the spirit of homosexuality is let inside, it follows the same path as AI. It uncovers everything about you, all of your secrets, and then devise a plan to unravel the mere identity of who you are, thus copying over who you once were. And priming you for destruction, but not before having you to pass it on to as many people you can through all manner of vile acts and perversion. Some, if not all of you who listen to this episode may deem me someone of the worst kind. But honestly, you would be correct. Most of what I've written came from someone who experienced the spirit of homosexuality for decades. Someone who was copied over at birth, who did not have a say as to accepting the spirit of homosexuality or even having any defensive mechanism to fend off such a volatile encroachment on one's person. That person was me, Patrick Andrew Kelly. OK, so if you got something to say, let's talk about it. This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Sunday at 10 p.m. to continue our series, The Spirit of Homosexuality. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. And thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. Discover other titles from Ad Spiral One, such as Inspire by USL Magazine, which has two recent issues, When Called by God, Patrick Andrew Kelly, and The Embrace Method, Vladimir Louisant, available in print and digital. The book, When Called by God, a memoir. that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title. When Called by God. Inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at USLmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Have a good night, and may Yaua guide and keep you all.

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