Speaker #0Do you know the spirit of homosexuality? If you don't, or there's some confusion in your heart, I have a story to tell you. If you have been sleeping under a rock, as most of us have, you might have missed that the world as we know it will soon end. Levitating boards, robots that seem human, self-driving vehicles, and aliens. aren't the highlights of 2024. It's a war among nations, the downpouring of catastrophic weather, of biblical proportions, more and more people being left out in the cold by the system, increasing spiritual attacks and demon possessions, humans that seem to be robots, and everybody's secrets being revealed. But wait, among all those things I've just mentioned, I left out one highly massive event, and I did so because it's incomparable. We are in the end times. The Most High Father Yahuwah timeline for recompense is here. The most unimaginable catastrophe to happen is at hand. Are you ready? This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. for our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. Key exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When Called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. and thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. The book When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books-A-Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print by visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google their title, When Called by God, inspired by USL Magazine. When Called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at uslmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Here's a recap of season one and its most profound revelations. A little over three months ago, I was awakened from a dream I fully remembered. It was a conversation between myself and God, but it felt like it was face to face and yet in the most subtle and peculiar way. I seemed to be in a dream state. I remember dreaming about this guy I'd met at the gym who was always positive and shared healthy tips with me. I was thinking, why am I dreaming about this guy? Well, from that dream came a conversation with God about him. I asked God, why was I dreaming about this guy? A guy I hardly know. God said, I want you to get him a gift. I said, a gift? I said, Lord, Lord, why do you want me to get someone I hardly know a gift? I said, God, what kind of gift do you want me to get this guy? God showed me a vision in my mind of a gold chain with a cross. Then God said he has major trust issues that stem from things that happened to him in the past. We hardly know each other and stuff like that. But I said God instructed me to get you a gift. God also told me that you have major trust issues that stem from the past. And the guy, he looked away. And then he looked back at me and he said, he said, man, he said, usually I'm the one giving people gifts. He said nobody ever give me anything. And he was like, you know, I've been dealing with, you know, some stuff that happened to me between me and my dad from the past. And it has been the thing that has caused me to not be able to have relationships like every relationship. that I've had with a girl never last because of major trust issues and that, you know, stem from the past. And he kind of looked at me in astonishment because he was like, whoa, who's this like God that doesn't know me as total strangers, like coming up to me and was like telling me this, what God told me, not that I doubted him, but was just that I had this connection with God from a kid and I still had it. And this is what this, this. this show, this podcast is all about. It's us being 100% authentic in who we are and telling our trueness so that others can connect to us. As I laid there in bed, the journey of my life began flashing before my eyes, revealing things I had done in the past I had long since forgotten. And as this was happening to me, I became extremely overwhelmed. Some of those memories were deeply buried in the far recesses of my mind, yet they came flowing out like someone turned on a faucet. God began speaking to me, telling me that he has molded me since I was three years old with this moment. God said everything I had gone through, the good, the bad, and the ugly, was to prepare me for this day. He said, I see how you pray for people just meeting them. or passing them on the road. Something you didn't have to do, but you did it anyway. I just laid there in bed and began bawling uncontrollably. You know, when I was a kid and growing up, I didn't receive a lot of love from my mom and from my stepdad or from my real dad, who still lives in Jamaica to this day. As tears began, as tears began flowing down my face, I felt like, um... I felt like I was transcending. I felt like I was having an out-of-body experience. It was something that was happening to me that I couldn't explain. And I was feeling mind-blown. And I was overloaded. God told me that we are in the last days. I'm sorry. I just got a little old. God told me that we are in the last days. And that within two and a half years from now. Life as we know it would become even more devastating, more devastating than now that we see people who are coming outside of themselves and revealing who they truly are. God said, I want you to be the message to draw people to him. I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied and cheated, stole? I said, Lord, how can I be the message when I've lied, cheated, and stole, and even laid down with men? God said, come as you are and be delivered. As I continued falling, God said, I want you to be the message to get people to know who they are, to deal with their past traumas, to let go of their hurt and receive deliverance. When I finally came out of the dream state I was in, I didn't feel like myself. The air I was breathing was different. It was crisp. It was like I was floating on air. I was joyous. A day or so later, God spoke to me again. God told me that the people from the tribe, descendants of Jacob, who was massacred, driven from their land, and was later sold off in bondage from the slavery coast, their time of deliverance was at hand, and that they would take their rightful place. The 430 years was almost up, and that everyone who played a part in their demise, their destruction, who took advantage of them, would stand in judgment. and lose their standing. Everything they have to those people, they would stand in judgment and lose everything they have to those people. There isn't a stone where they can hide. A building high enough, a bank account too big, or enough lies to cover up other lies. Everyone would stand in judgment. Looking at my life full circle though, God told me I was going to minister to people when I was about nine or ten years old. And because preaching wasn't my interest. Nor did I want to minister to anyone. I started running and God chased me and gave me many good weapons. You know, when you ask a child, hey, what do you want to be when you grow up? It wasn't a pastor. But now that I think about it, I have been ministering to people my entire life. But I just didn't know it. I was thinking of a traditional pastor on a pulpit. But God knew there would be so many ways he would get me to heed to my calling. See, I grew up in church and had witnessed so much dysfunction. It turned me away from church. But God was always in my heart. At every turn, God was there. And now I know that every part of my journey was a purpose, a plan by him. Even when I would run the other way. Now, 51 years old, through God's grace and mercy, my rebirth is now 15 years in the making and counting. Yes, I said and counting because I'm still... being delivered, I still have things that I deal with that God is helping me with. As you journey with me and others who will take part in the spiritual awakening, this journey, expect to be delivered no matter who you are, no matter what relationship it is that you have with God. And for those who do not believe in God, he believes in you. And I cannot wait to hear your story. I'm Patrick A. Kelly. And this is my journey chronicled by significant incidents in my life that made me who I am today. At age three, I was molested by a family member multiple times and then later by a friend of theirs. At age six, I almost died and experienced my first supernatural and spiritual encounter, which has become a part of my being and has always stayed with me till this day. At age eight and continuing on for the next six years. Myself and my siblings were tortured. Myself and my siblings were tortured by my mother and stepdad. My sisters were molested. At age 10, my mother used to pit me and my sister, who I'm about to say mother and father, against our sisters, stepsisters. At age 15, I developed a sexual addiction and lasted until my mid to late 30s. At age 17, I was abandoned. I felt alone. I felt unloved. And with all the trauma I had experienced in my life, this experience, it seemed different. And yes, I felt unloved. At age 18, I experienced a mother's love from a stranger. At age 18. My then-girlfriend, whom I had lost my virginity to, told me she cheated on me with a friend of mine. And as I sat on the bed, I began crying, and I felt like a part of me was disappearing. That day marked the final blow to my brokenness. And for 21 years, I was so many things, and I didn't have any strength in my body. It got so bad, I asked God, I said, Lord, I'm ready to go. God was like, it's not your time. It's not your time. I lost everything I had. It was one of the worst moments of my life. But he renewed my body. When I came through that, I felt like a brand new person. And he gave me back everything I had lost. And then some. I lost my voice for a year and a half. I couldn't speak. At 51, God revealed to me my true purpose. And ever since I was a kid, I always knew that there was something special for me to do. I just didn't know what it was. And at 51, after all the running and all the stuff that I had gone through, God finally revealed it to me. At age 51, I became the power of lust and had a transcendental experience. An out-of-body experience. At age 51, I stopped running from God and I've embraced fully my destiny to the calling to be the message. I just want to say that in order for me to be the message, in order for me to do this podcast and to do the show, I had to lay myself bare as I'm doing now. So you can understand. But this isn't a gay at all. God is using me. He's using me to be the message for you. And he says, come as you are and be delivered. But in order for you to do that, you have to bear yourself. to him and everyone because of our strength. God don't give us more than we can bear. And if he put you through something like what I've gone through or what you have gone through, what you're going through, it mean that you're strong enough to handle it. And he didn't give you that. He didn't give you that blessing for you to hold on to it. He gave it to you so you can share it with other people so that they too can be blessed, can be delivered, and know the love of God. I can't tell you how many times I was like, you know what? I can't do this. I'm not going to do this. But God was there with me every step of the way. He said, if you are going to embark on this journey, you have to bear yourself. You have to bear your soul to everybody if you're asking them to do the same. So I did it. You know, it was it was very emotional for me. I get a lot of those memories. you know, were from way back and they were very strong memories. Some of them were traumatizing. But I thank God that he blessed me and gave me the opportunity to do this. And I hope that by you listening and continuing to listen to this podcast, that you are forever changed for the better, that you are blessed, that you. receive deliverance and that you also have others to receive deliverance as well. Thank you. Thank you for this. So this episode two, A Tainted Little Soul is about that molestation, that time that I'm basically taking you guys back to when I was three going on four, when I was molested all the way up till I was almost seven years old. So Without further ado, here is a tainted little soul. Some would assume a child at three years old may not remember who they were once four or so decades have passed. But when something so subtle and understanding pours their soul, it transcends time. A memory is so powerful that it is never forgotten. It never leaves you no matter how hard you try to forget how little understanding you have of its effect. This memory transforms you into things you don't understand and does it intentionally without regard to you, your control, or anything else that shouldn't be a stopgap. A firewall, a protection to tender souls will require security and safety at all costs, at every effort. See, this thing had transformed me, molded me into an incomprehensible something. The transformation was out of my control and I had no say. Change forever, tainted, impure. and use good was how I felt. But one day my aunt was watching me and she called me into the house while I was playing with my friends outside. When I came inside, she was lying on the bed in her underwear. She said, Papa, come here. Papa is what they used to call me. When I came to her, she removed her underwear and took my little... my little hands and placed it down there. I vaguely remember our conversation and maybe it was a primal or a demand, but I remember touching her down there. As she kept asking me to touch her down there on different occasions, I began thinking how ugly this thing was and it felt funny. I didn't know why I was touching her down there, but it felt like I was playing with one of my toys at first. As I got older, around six, I became bored doing that, touching her down there. And I began resisting and she would force me to touch her. She asked me to touch her down there one day and I said no. Vaguely, she was saying things to me I can't recall. What she was saying, however, it felt like a defense to why she needed, she needed me to do it, to touch her down there just before coming to the States. I was almost, I think about seven years old and my uncle and one of my girlfriends, a little person, were at home. I think my uncle was watching me because he was older in his mid to late teens. And I found myself messing around with my girlfriend, touching her the same way my aunt would ask me to touch her. At that age, I still didn't know what that meant. Still, I felt something was changing inside me as I did it. That day marked the beginning of my exploration, and I thought I was transforming into something I didn't know. I remember playing alone in my grandparents' yard as the summer continued. My auntie was watching me that day, but left me alone. She left me alone to go up the street. After she left, I had a visitor, a young lady who said that she knew my aunt D came by the house and coerced me to go with her by telling me how she knew my aunt. I don't recall what she said, but it made me feel safe. So I went with her and she took me down the gully. When my grandparents learned, told me to lay down on the ground and got on top of me and began saying things. As she moved around, all I could all I could think of was how she felt so heavy on top of me, feeling her warm breath on me and that a stone had started digging into my back. When she finished. I got up from the ground with just my little shorts on. I was naked from the waist up and my clothes were all dirty. When she left, I went back to play with my toys. And I didn't tell anyone what had happened to me that day. But it confused me further. I didn't understand. I didn't understand why these things were happening to me. But I was changing and he didn't know why. Later that summer, I came to the States and I never I never saw my aunt again or talked with her about what she did to me. It was a confusing time. It was a confusing time for me. And being in the States wasn't different. I later later developed sexual habits that became. even more massive than I was intelligent enough to comprehend. I started becoming confused about who and what I was. I'm not privy to all that God knows or even know his understanding as to the order of the tribals of my life. But what happened to me as a child, a toddler. had a profound effect on my entire life. And might not I have been molested by one of my favorite aunts and her friend. Would I be the same Patrick A. Kelly, the one that God wants to use to bring others to him? Would my lack of experience or incidents that molded me to be here right now? have been enough to tell this story? Would my life be evident and provocatively sufficient to compel the soul and touch others who have experienced similar experiences and incidents to become storytellers and receive strength in their deliverance? I'm quite sure there are many of you out there who something similar May have happened to you or maybe something even worse. And because it frightens you, you're afraid of it or you don't want to deal with it, you bury it far in the back of your mind. I just want to let you know that it's OK. It's OK to confront your past and it's OK to confront those things that have caused damage to you. Tell your story. Tell your story like I'm telling my story. And become delivered. Tell your story. and become delivered through God. Welcome back to AtJRNY365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Before we get started tonight, please join me in an open prayer. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for your grace and mercy. We thank you for your wisdom, love, caring, and understanding in these perilous times. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for our increased courage and faith. We thank you for your understanding above all. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to become better than who and what we were the day before and to help others to do the same. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for allowing us to be here right now to witness your prophecies come to fruition. We thank you for your word because we know it will never return void. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for covering and keeping us. through all manner of sin and evil, both seen and unseen. We thank you. We thank you for our guardian angels who watch over us, protect us, teach us, and keep us in isolation, protecting us from all manner of sin, evil, witchcraft, plots, plans, and agreements to our detriment. We thank you, Father Yahuwah, for keeping us in your will. and given us a purpose and a destiny to fulfill. Father Yahuwah, we thank you for delivering us so that we can appreciate you for who you are and not what you can grant us. May our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name. Father Yahuwah, may our words spoken and our actions be nothing but upliftment to your name, Father Yahuwah. and upliftment to your word. May we be a guiding light, a beacon on top of a hill, shining so bright that all may see and glorify our Father Yahuwah, which art in heaven. Thank you, Father Yahuwah, in the name of your Son and our Savior, Yahushua. Welcome to Season 2 of AtJRNY 365. We're at a new time streaming at 10 p.m. every Friday night, and we also going to be streaming on Sunday night and also doing the When Called by God virtual tour book reading from Monday to Thursdays. So join us then. Each of those days we will be streaming at 10 p.m. We have assembled a series for you. The topic for the entire season is the spirit of homosexuality, and we will delve into a subject so sensitive even AI didn't want to have anything to do with it. This season explores the transformative power of the spirit of homosexuality and how it has become a cultural icon, converting even the toughest deniers from the story of the little baby boy. to the unbeknownst flirtation of the heteros, and much more. Season 2 starts with the undeniable questions. Were you born homosexual? Have you considered how your preference aligns with the Most High Yahuwah's Word? At what point can we have a straight-faced conversation about the rapture? And are you ready? Leading into the final episode, the podcast promises to touch on every point from when I turned homosexual to God's word and the homosexual covenant of marriage to the clarion call for saved lives and so on. Between all the chatter, tears, deliverance and so on, we will overcome some personal struggles. We will address broader cultural shifts and explore how our faith. can provide a compass in these turbulent times. We'll be joined by thought-provoking guests, share potent testimonies, and offer practical guidance for living out our calling in an increasingly complex world. Whether you were a listener from last season or joining us for the first time, I invite you to open your heart and mind as we embark on this journey together. Let's challenge ourselves to grow, to love more deeply and to be the change we wish to see in the world. Get ready for raw honesty, inspiring stories and transformative insights. This is The at JRNY 365 Season 2. Let's begin. In the depths of our silence, behind the mask we wear, and beneath the burdens we carry, there lies a truth we often fear to face. We are all in desperate need of divine love and healing. Today, As the world grows increasingly chaotic and our hearts grow heavier with each passing moment, the Most High Father, Yahuwah, extends His hand, calling us to step out of the shadows of shame, denial, and self-deception. This is not just another invitation. It is a clarion call piercing through the noise of our daily struggles and echoing in the chambers of our wounded hearts. The time has come to lay down our pretenses, to shed the layers of protection we've built around our pain, and to stand naked in spirit before our creator. For it is only in this place of complete honesty, this sacred space of vulnerability, that true healing begins. The Most High sees you, not just the carefully curated version you present to the world, but all of you. Your struggles, fears, deepest hurts, and highest hopes. He sees the battles you fight in silence, the tears you cry when no one is watching, and the prayers that seem to die on your lips before they reach heaven. And still mainly because of these things, he calls you closer. This is your moment, not tomorrow. Not when you feel more worthy, not when you have got everything figured out, but now exactly as you are. The Father's love isn't waiting for your perfection. It's waiting for your permission. Will you answer this call? Will you dare to be real, raw, and ready for the transformative power of divine love? The journey begins with a single step. The courage to be honest with yourself, with others, and most importantly, with God. In this honesty lies the seed of your liberation, the dawn of your healing, and the fulfillment of your divine purpose. I was delivered from homosexuality by the Most High Yahuwah. And when that deliverance came, I began learning things I should have acquired during puberty. I felt... the feeling of admiring a young man for the first time without an attraction or sexual feeling attached to it. It was an unusual yet sobering feeling. It was unfamiliar, but I welcomed it nonetheless, basking in how it showered over me. I said, wow, this is what it feels like to admire someone naturally. And then... I began thinking of how women admire each other without attaching any sexual feelings. Nowadays, I think about the millions and millions of people out there living out their lives as homosexuals. I began having days where I would wonder about people who were still in the situation or predicament I was in. When I was dating and being intimate with men, sleeping around and being carefree, like it was the 70s all over again, I would see transgender people, doms, femmes, DL men married or with girlfriends and those who shared a liking for the ambiguous. And I wondered what would happen to these people if the what if was the opposite of what they thought. What if the millions and millions of homosexual men Women, boys, girls, brothers, sisters, cousins, uncles, aunts, fathers, mothers, grandfathers, grandmothers, and those related by marriage were all under a grand design, an illusion, to trick them into accepting their fate of homosexuality, to rob them of not just their destinies, but of their names marked in the book of life. hearing the Most High Father Yahuwah saying, Well done, good and faithful servant. Or the latter, I never knew you. Depart from me, ye that work in iniquity. So I began murmuring mentally about this yearning and headache I had of so many people not having an opportunity to receive the mask removed from their eyes. and know the truth. Even if it was just for 12 hours in the day or 12 hours at night, I longed to tell someone, even if it was just one person, that being homosexual wasn't a natural thing and it wasn't by the Most High Yahuwah they became that way. I wanted to tell them that they were a part of Satan's grand design, a deception to defile as many of the Most High Yahuwahs. father's people as he could, building up souls for his kingdom. When the spirit of homosexuality grabs hold of you, most people are too young even to know what is happening to them, much less have a choice in the matter. And then there are those now who think there is a choice, a choice to be male or female. I used to be as they are now. It was more mental than anything. The spurt of homosexuality plays with your mind. It confuses you. It have you thinking. The Most High Father, Yahuwah, messed up and put you in the wrong body. He mismatched your gender and body, a trait that is only in human beings. As we are fallible, but the most high is infallible. And you are a boy for a reason. You are a girl for a reason. There's a spirit attached to mistakes, and it isn't a good spirit at that. Just think about it. If Father Yahuwah doesn't make mistakes and he's not a part of any confusion mess, why would you? Or others think he made a mistake when creating you. Ask a five-year-old child, if God created you and he is good and perfect and does not make mistakes, would he make a mistake when creating you? I promise you the child will say the most straightforward answer. No, I never want you or anyone else to. think that I am insensitive, mean, or want to see people suffer, even if it's internally. I've suffered all my life from molestation, torture, deprivation, beatings, sexual addiction, anger, being put down and disappointed over and over again, and then later in life, losing my voice for three years, going blind. Being so weak, I gave up and asked the Most High Father, Yahuwah, to take me. Yet, here I am, at 52 years old, being at intercession for you. As I wrote this paragraph, I began crying because just listing all I've gone through, the Holy Spirit washed over me for minutes as I held my head down in that Starbucks, not to draw attention and pity. If you doubt who you are, I want you to say this one statement in your mind. Father God, grant me the will to face who I am honestly, and give me the strength to say, help me. On Sunday, I will continue my plea and intercession for you and everyone. A quiet fact. Initially, as I was driving to a client today, I began thinking about this episode's subject. A boy said to me, do it on the covenant of marriage versus the gay covenant of marriage. But as I sat here this evening in Starbucks and began writing the introduction to this episode, it veered right. And suddenly I started writing what you've just witnessed. It was so unintentional and effortless. It was emotional. And I thank you for sharing it with me. The journey begins with a single step, right? The courage to be honest with yourself, with others, and most importantly, with the Most High Father, Yahuwah, God. Though seemingly small, this step is... often the most difficult one you'll take. It's when you stop running from your reflection and dare to look into the mirror of truth. It's when you finally whisper, yes, I need help, or I can't do this alone anymore, or simply, Father, I'm ready. This first step looks different for everyone. For some, It's falling to their knees in the middle of the night, finally letting tears flow, held back for years. For others, it's admitting that the facade or having it all together is crumbling. For many, it's acknowledging that old wounds still bleed, that past traumas still echo in present decisions. For others, still, it's realizing that success, wealth, or achievement haven't been the only things that have been lost. filled the God-shaped void within me. But regardless of how it looks, this step shares one universal truth. It requires absolute honesty, the kind of honesty that strips away pretense, that pushes past pride, that breaks through the walls we've built around our hearts. It's the honesty. That says, I am broken, but I want to be whole. I am lost, but I want to be found. I am afraid, but I want to be brave. I have failed, but I want to try again. The Most High Father, Yahuwah, waits for this moment with infinite patience and tender mercy. He sees every hesitation, understands every fear and honors every trembling step. in his direction. This calling isn't about perfection. It's about connection. It's not about having all the answers, but being willing to ask the questions. Remember, every incredible journey of faith began with someone saying yes, despite their fears. Every powerful testimony started with a moment of surrender. Every miraculous transformation originated from a point of brutal... honesty. Every profound healing commenced with an acknowledgement of pain. As you stand at this threshold of transformation, know that you're not alone. Countless others have taken this step before you and many more will follow. The path ahead may seem daunting, but the Most High promises to be with you every step of the way. He doesn't demand perfection. He seeks participation. He doesn't require you to have it all figured out. He asks you to be willing to begin your journey of a thousand miles. Your story of redemption, your path of purpose and healing starts here with this single step of honesty and surrender. The father's arms are open. His love is unfailing and his grace is sufficient. Will you take that step today? Will you allow his love to meet you exactly where you are so he can take you where you're meant to be? The time is now. The invitation is clear. The choice is yours. Take that first step from darkness into light, from fear into faith. isolation into a divine embrace. In this step lies the seed of every miracle, the beginning of every testimony, and the dawn of your divine destiny. This is At Journey 365. I'm your host, Patrick Andrew Kelly. Join us Sunday at 10 p.m. to continue our series, The Spirit of Homosexuality. Join us Monday at 10 p.m. For our book tour, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from 3 to 51 years old. Discover a story of divine inspiration and personal growth. Key exploration points will be my spiritual awakening, pivotal moments reinforcing my divine connection, challenges I overcame through faith, and the impact of answering God's call. When Called by God is a testament to the power of faith, the beauty of personal growth, and the extraordinary journey that unfolds when we heed the divine call. So, join us tomorrow night at 10 p.m. and thank you in advance for listening and spreading the word. This experience will be transformative and impactful. Discover other titles from AdSpire One, such as Inspire by USL Magazine, which has two recent issues. When Called by God, Patrick Andrew Kelly, and The Embrace Method, Vladimir Louisant, available in print and digital. The book, When Called by God, a memoir that chronicles my journey from three to 51 years old, is available in hardcover, paperback, digital, and audiobook worldwide through online retailers Amazon, Google, Books A Million, and many others. You can pick up these titles in print. By visiting uslmag.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com. Get a copy of the digital version visiting magster.com. That's M-A-G-Z-T-E-R dot com. Or just Google the title. When Called by God. Inspired by USL Magazine. When called by God, the copy table book with select chapters from the memoir is also available in print. Order online at uslmag.com or magcloud.com. That's U-S-L-M-A-G dot com or M-A-G-C-L-O-U-D dot com. Have a good night and may Yahuwah guide and keep you all.
