I only wanted to study abroad, but I ended up falling in love with the love of my life. And suddenly: everything had changed. In this episode, I share the story of how Nico and I met in Norway as students, how we navigated a long-distance relationship, the doubts of whether our Erasmus love could truly last, and the challenges (and unexpected superpowers) that come with being a bilingual couple. From overcoming cultural differences and language barriers to building a home away from family, this is a journey of love, resilience, and growth. If you’ve ever wondered whether a bilingual relationship can truly work, or if you’re facing your own doubts, you’ll find reassurance, real talk, and practical takeaways here. Whether you’ve experienced Erasmus love on your own, you're living in a long-distance relationship, or simply curious about the magic and challenges of bilingual love, this episode will inspire you to trust your heart—and give your mind the will to make it happen. ✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

Some places aren’t destinations, they become part of your story, a part of your heart. I share how Japan and Norway unexpectedly shaped my life: Japan through my husband’s love for Princess Mononoke and the way its culture quietly found its way into my heart through our travels, and Norway through the serendipity of studying abroad, where I discovered love, lifelong friendships, and a piece of my soul in nature’s raw beauty. This is a story about following life’s whispers — the places you don’t plan for, but that change you in ways you couldn’t have imagined. It’s about how travel, love, and synchronicity can lead us to discover forgotten parts of ourselves and open us to new ways of seeing the world. If you’ve ever felt drawn to a place without knowing why, or if you long for journeys that touch you on a soul-deep level, this episode is for you. Join me in our little podcast café as we talk about Japan, Norway, and the magic of places that feel like they’ve been waiting for us all along. So glad, that you are here. Much love, Bettina ✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

What if the life you’re living right now — the one you once called Plan B — is quietly becoming the life you were meant to love? In this episode, I open up about the unexpected shift that’s happening in my own life: after over eight years of infertility, I find myself slowly and gently questioning if motherhood is still the path I want — or if the unexpected life I’ve built outside of that dream is the one I actually desire. This isn’t an episode about giving up. It’s about transformation. It’s about: What happens when your deepest dream doesn’t come true - and you start seeing beauty in what is? The quiet internal courtroom where “Plan A” and “Plan B” battle it out in your heart Finding peace with uncertainty, and even joy in choosing yourself What it means to re-define purpose, identity, and fulfillment - especially when your life doesn’t follow the expected script Whether you're walking through infertility, navigating change, or moving through a season of deep self-questioning, this episode invites you to pause, breathe, and ask with compassion: What if this life — right now - is already enough? ✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

When you're walking through a rough phase in your life, grief, heartbreak, sometimes all you need is one thing: a companion that guides you through. In this deeply personal episode, I’m opening up about the books, movies, and songs that helped me survive one of the hardest seasons of my life — the loss of a pregnancy, the pain of failed IVF treatments, and the invisible weight of infertility grief. This episode isn't about infertility struggles only though. Whatever you are going through, this episode might be helpful for you. This episode isn’t about self-help quick fixes. It’s a warm, vulnerable guide for anyone going through emotional pain, whether from infertility, loss, or any kind of heartbreak. I share the stories, pages, lyrics, and scenes that felt like warm blankets and cups of tea — the kind that let me cry, reflect, and slowly put myself back together. This episode is a love letter to anyone going through grief or dark seasons. You’ll find comfort here — and maybe the exact words, stories or lyrics that your soul needs to hear right now. Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

In this raw and soul-stirring episode, I share the deep crisis infertility triggered around creativity, purpose, and womanhood. Have you ever asked yourself: Who am I as a woman, if I can’t be a mother? What if I never give birth — will I ever feel the feminine creative energy? Why does my creativity feel blocked when I struggle with infertility? If so, this episode will feel like a warm hand on your shoulder. I invite you into my personal story of my struggle and a moment so dark I nearly threw away every piece of art I ever made. All because a long journey of infertility, IVF and a miscarriage that lead me to believe that I am less of a woman, than women who are able to carry a child in their womb. But then something extraordinary happened — through a conversation within myself and with a tree, I began to reimagine what it means to be a creator. To be a woman. To belong. This episode is for every woman who has questioned her worth, her purpose, or her creative spark. It's for those navigating infertility, grief, and silent comparison. It’s for those longing to birth something beautiful — whether a child, a book, or a version of themselves that feels true again. If you feel broken or stuck in your creative life after loss, this episode is the balm your soul needs. Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

Infertility is a word that holds so much pain, silence, and complexity — and in this deeply personal episode, I finally open up about our entire journey. I share what it has felt like to walk through years of fertility treatments, monthly heartbreaks, and the invisible grief of waiting for a child who hasn’t come. This isn’t a story with a perfect ending — it’s a story in progress. One filled with raw emotions, quiet hope, and the kind of strength you only discover when life doesn’t go as planned. Whether you’re in the middle of your own fertility struggle, supporting someone who is, or simply curious about the emotional layers behind infertility — this episode is for you. This conversation is vulnerable, honest, and tender — shared in the hope that no one else feels alone in this experience. If this episode speaks to you, please consider sharing it with someone who might need it. 💛 ✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

Have you ever planned your life a certain way — only to have unexpected circumstances completely change the course? Maybe you’ve dreamed of traveling, starting a family, or building your ideal future… and suddenly, a door closes. The path you imagined disappears. And you’re left with grief, doubt, and the quiet question: What now? In this deeply personal, cozy podcast café episode, I share my story of one of those moments — how a literal closed road during a day trip in Switzerland became a powerful reminder for life. We’ll gently explore how to cope when life doesn’t go as planned, the grief that comes with letting go of old dreams (especially around infertility and life transitions), and how to start seeing unexpected detours as part of your new, beautiful story. If you’ve ever faced disappointment, grief, or uncertainty — this episode is for you. You’re not alone in longing for answers, struggling with trust, or navigating the heartbreak of changed plans. Let’s sit together for this honest conversation, and remind ourselves that sometimes, the closed path leads to places we never could’ve imagined — even if it takes time to see the beauty. ✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. ✉️ Join my Newsletter now Her Heart full of Dreams (https://her-heart-full-of-dreams.kit.com/) for heartfelt stories, creative sparks, and real-life insights that nourish your soul and fuel your dreams— one inspiring email at a time. Your journey starts here. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

Have you ever longed for real, meaningful connections — yet felt like making friends as an adult is the hardest thing ever? Especially when you're in a new country, navigating life without children, and carrying the quiet fears and struggles that come with infertility? If yes, then this cozy café podcast episode might feel like a chat with an old friend. In today’s episode I want to talk openly about my struggle to make new, local friends as a childless introvert in my thirties, living in a new country. It’s raw, unfiltered, and probably, very relatable if you're also navigating loneliness or craving a deeper sense of belonging. I’ve been living in Alsace, France, for over a year now, and here’s the truth: I still haven’t made local friends. Not because I don’t want to — but because putting myself out there, as a sensitive, introverted woman dealing with infertility grief, feels overwhelming. Sound familiar? Maybe you're walking a similar path. In this episode, I share: Why craving connection doesn’t always mean finding it’s easy, especially when you’re dealing with infertility, childlessness, or grief. The silent fears that hold me back The powerful insights I learned from books about vulnerability, belonging, and finding real community. This conversation is especially for you, if: ✨ You feel isolated in a new country, town, or phase of life. ✨ You’re childless (by choice or circumstance) and struggle to find your people. ✨ You’re an introvert craving deep, meaningful friendships — but small talk and big groups exhaust you. ✨ You’re navigating infertility, grief, or any life transition that makes connection feel harder. ✨ You long for honest conversations about belonging, courage, and building community as an adult. ✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. ✉️ Join my Newsletter now Her Heart full of Dreams (https://her-heart-full-of-dreams.kit.com/) for heartfelt stories, creative sparks, and real-life insights that nourish your soul and fuel your dreams— one inspiring email at a time. Your journey starts here. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

Have you ever watched a movie or read a book, and afterward, something deep inside you quietly whispered, “It’s time to believe again”? If you have a heart full of dreams — maybe hidden ones, maybe wild ones — then this cozy podcast café episode is made just for you. In today’s episode, I’m sharing something very close to my heart: the books and movies that sparked my courage to keep going. That help me believe in my dreams — even when I doubt, struggl, or feel stuck. These stories help me reconnect with hope, with action, and with my deeper purpose. And maybe, they’ll do the same for you. This episode is perfect for you if: 💫 You have big dreams but sometimes feel stuck in fear or self-doubt. 💫 You love cozy, soulful conversations with a creative friend. 💫 You adore movies and books that inspire personal growth and reflection. 💫 You’re craving gentle encouragement to take action toward your dream life. ✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. ✉️ Join my Newsletter now Her Heart full of Dreams (https://her-heart-full-of-dreams.kit.com/) for heartfelt stories, creative sparks, and real-life insights that nourish your soul and fuel your dreams— one inspiring email at a time. Your journey starts here. For other personal joyful sparkles, join me on Instagram: Bettina In The Clouds (@bettinaintheclouds) (https://www.instagram.com/bettinaintheclouds/) Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

After months of emotional exhaustion, infertility grief after many IVF rounds, and feeling joyless, I found myself staring out the window at grey skies and empty trees, longing for something to change — outside and within. In this episode, I share how I slowly began letting joy back into my life by planting tiny seeds of curiosity: a bookshop visit, a new love for manga, and learning to embrace what once felt "not for me." If you’ve ever felt stuck, numb, or unsure how to begin again, this gentle, soul-filled episode is for you. A story of healing, rediscovery, and the quiet magic of following what lights you up — no matter how small it may seem. Come sit with me, dear dreamer. Let’s talk about joy, creativity, and reclaiming our inner spark. ✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy. ✉️ Join my Newsletter now here: Her Heart full of Dreams (https://her-heart-full-of-dreams.kit.com/) for heartfelt stories, creative sparks, and real-life insights that nourish your soul and fuel your dreams— one inspiring email at a time. Your journey starts here. Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.