In this raw and soul-stirring episode, I share the deep crisis infertility triggered around creativity, purpose, and womanhood. Have you ever asked yourself: Who am I as a woman, if I can’t be a mother? What if I never give birth — will I ever feel the feminine creative energy? Why does my creativity feel blocked when I struggle with infertility? If so, this episode will feel like a warm hand on your shoulder. I invite you into my personal story of my struggle and a moment so dark I nearly threw away every piece of art I ever made. All because a long journey of infertility, IVF and a miscarriage that lead me to believe that I am less of a woman, than women who are able to carry a child in their womb. But then something extraordinary happened — through a conversation within myself and with a tree, I began to reimagine what it means to be a creator. To be a woman. To belong. This episode is for every woman who has questioned her worth, her purpose, or her creative spark. It's for those navigating infertility, grief, and silent comparison. It’s for those longing to birth something beautiful — whether a child, a book, or a version of themselves that feels true again.

If you feel broken or stuck in your creative life after loss, this episode is the balm your soul needs.

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