That time I felt completely empty — and how I gently let joy back in

27min | 06/24/2025

Description

After months of emotional exhaustion, infertility grief after many IVF rounds, and feeling joyless, I found myself staring out the window at grey skies and empty trees, longing for something to change — outside and within. In this episode, I share how I slowly began letting joy back into my life by planting tiny seeds of curiosity: a bookshop visit, a new love for manga, and learning to embrace what once felt "not for me." If you’ve ever felt stuck, numb, or unsure how to begin again, this gentle, soul-filled episode is for you. A story of healing, rediscovery, and the quiet magic of following what lights you up — no matter how small it may seem. Come sit with me, dear dreamer. Let’s talk about joy, creativity, and reclaiming our inner spark.

✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy.

✉️ Join my Newsletter now here: Her Heart full of Dreams for heartfelt stories, creative sparks, and real-life insights that nourish your soul and fuel your dreams— one inspiring email at a time. Your journey starts here.

Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

About Her Heart full of Dreams

Welcome to a cozy, inspiring corner of the podcast world, where dreams are cherished, struggles are embraced, and hope always finds a way. Her Heart Full of Dreams is your sanctuary for rediscovering joy, finding inspiration, and feeling truly seen—even in the hardest of times. Join Bettina, a fellow dreamer and storyteller, as she shares her heartfelt journey—from moving to France to navigating a long and emotional infertility journey, and even writing her own book. Through the highs and lows, and with a sprinkle of real-life fairy dust, Bettina creates a space where you’ll feel validated, inspired, and ready to take on the world. And while English isn’t her mother tongue (so expect the occasional slip-up) her stories come straight from the heart—and that’s what matters most!

What You’ll Find in Each Episode

Raw and heartfelt storytelling that resonates with your own struggles, joys, and dreams.
Inspiration drawn from books, movies, music, and life’s little magical moments.
A cozy, intimate space to dream big, reflect deeply, and feel truly seen and heard.

For Listeners Like You

Are you asking yourself, “How can I follow my dreams when I feel stuck, afraid, or unsure, if this dream even is right for me?” You’re not alone—and this podcast was made for you. You’re a creative soul who dreams of living an authentic, joyful, and fulfilling life. You love meaningful conversations, Disney movies, cozy cups of coffee or tea, and journaling your heart out in your favorite café. You might be navigating infertility, being childless not by choice, indecision, or fear of failure, but you also crave the beauty and magic life has to offer. You’re a romantic at heart who finds comfort in art, music, and the gentle encouragement of someone who understands you.

Why You’ll Love This Podcast

It’s a dreamy yet grounded escape, filled with cozy inspiration and actionable hope.
You’ll feel energized, validated, and deeply connected to your own purpose.
It’s created by someone who truly gets you—no judgment, no pressure, just a warm, safe space for dreamers like you (with a few charming language quirks along the way).

Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

About Her Heart full of Dreams

Welcome to a cozy, inspiring corner of the podcast world, where dreams are cherished, struggles are embraced, and hope always finds a way. Her Heart Full of Dreams is your sanctuary for rediscovering joy, finding inspiration, and feeling truly seen—even in the hardest of times. Join Bettina, a fellow dreamer and storyteller, as she shares her heartfelt journey—from moving to France to navigating a long and emotional infertility journey, and even writing her own book. Through the highs and lows, and with a sprinkle of real-life fairy dust, Bettina creates a space where you’ll feel validated, inspired, and ready to take on the world. And while English isn’t her mother tongue (so expect the occasional slip-up) her stories come straight from the heart—and that’s what matters most!

What You’ll Find in Each Episode

Raw and heartfelt storytelling that resonates with your own struggles, joys, and dreams.
Inspiration drawn from books, movies, music, and life’s little magical moments.
A cozy, intimate space to dream big, reflect deeply, and feel truly seen and heard.

For Listeners Like You

Are you asking yourself, “How can I follow my dreams when I feel stuck, afraid, or unsure, if this dream even is right for me?” You’re not alone—and this podcast was made for you. You’re a creative soul who dreams of living an authentic, joyful, and fulfilling life. You love meaningful conversations, Disney movies, cozy cups of coffee or tea, and journaling your heart out in your favorite café. You might be navigating infertility, being childless not by choice, indecision, or fear of failure, but you also crave the beauty and magic life has to offer. You’re a romantic at heart who finds comfort in art, music, and the gentle encouragement of someone who understands you.

Why You’ll Love This Podcast

It’s a dreamy yet grounded escape, filled with cozy inspiration and actionable hope.
You’ll feel energized, validated, and deeply connected to your own purpose.
It’s created by someone who truly gets you—no judgment, no pressure, just a warm, safe space for dreamers like you (with a few charming language quirks along the way).

Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

Description

After months of emotional exhaustion, infertility grief after many IVF rounds, and feeling joyless, I found myself staring out the window at grey skies and empty trees, longing for something to change — outside and within. In this episode, I share how I slowly began letting joy back into my life by planting tiny seeds of curiosity: a bookshop visit, a new love for manga, and learning to embrace what once felt "not for me." If you’ve ever felt stuck, numb, or unsure how to begin again, this gentle, soul-filled episode is for you. A story of healing, rediscovery, and the quiet magic of following what lights you up — no matter how small it may seem. Come sit with me, dear dreamer. Let’s talk about joy, creativity, and reclaiming our inner spark.

✨ Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and join me on this magical journey of dreaming big and finding joy.

✉️ Join my Newsletter now here: Her Heart full of Dreams for heartfelt stories, creative sparks, and real-life insights that nourish your soul and fuel your dreams— one inspiring email at a time. Your journey starts here.

Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

About Her Heart full of Dreams

Welcome to a cozy, inspiring corner of the podcast world, where dreams are cherished, struggles are embraced, and hope always finds a way. Her Heart Full of Dreams is your sanctuary for rediscovering joy, finding inspiration, and feeling truly seen—even in the hardest of times. Join Bettina, a fellow dreamer and storyteller, as she shares her heartfelt journey—from moving to France to navigating a long and emotional infertility journey, and even writing her own book. Through the highs and lows, and with a sprinkle of real-life fairy dust, Bettina creates a space where you’ll feel validated, inspired, and ready to take on the world. And while English isn’t her mother tongue (so expect the occasional slip-up) her stories come straight from the heart—and that’s what matters most!

What You’ll Find in Each Episode

Raw and heartfelt storytelling that resonates with your own struggles, joys, and dreams.
Inspiration drawn from books, movies, music, and life’s little magical moments.
A cozy, intimate space to dream big, reflect deeply, and feel truly seen and heard.

For Listeners Like You

Are you asking yourself, “How can I follow my dreams when I feel stuck, afraid, or unsure, if this dream even is right for me?” You’re not alone—and this podcast was made for you. You’re a creative soul who dreams of living an authentic, joyful, and fulfilling life. You love meaningful conversations, Disney movies, cozy cups of coffee or tea, and journaling your heart out in your favorite café. You might be navigating infertility, being childless not by choice, indecision, or fear of failure, but you also crave the beauty and magic life has to offer. You’re a romantic at heart who finds comfort in art, music, and the gentle encouragement of someone who understands you.

Why You’ll Love This Podcast

It’s a dreamy yet grounded escape, filled with cozy inspiration and actionable hope.
You’ll feel energized, validated, and deeply connected to your own purpose.
It’s created by someone who truly gets you—no judgment, no pressure, just a warm, safe space for dreamers like you (with a few charming language quirks along the way).

Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

About Her Heart full of Dreams

Welcome to a cozy, inspiring corner of the podcast world, where dreams are cherished, struggles are embraced, and hope always finds a way. Her Heart Full of Dreams is your sanctuary for rediscovering joy, finding inspiration, and feeling truly seen—even in the hardest of times. Join Bettina, a fellow dreamer and storyteller, as she shares her heartfelt journey—from moving to France to navigating a long and emotional infertility journey, and even writing her own book. Through the highs and lows, and with a sprinkle of real-life fairy dust, Bettina creates a space where you’ll feel validated, inspired, and ready to take on the world. And while English isn’t her mother tongue (so expect the occasional slip-up) her stories come straight from the heart—and that’s what matters most!

What You’ll Find in Each Episode

Raw and heartfelt storytelling that resonates with your own struggles, joys, and dreams.
Inspiration drawn from books, movies, music, and life’s little magical moments.
A cozy, intimate space to dream big, reflect deeply, and feel truly seen and heard.

For Listeners Like You

Are you asking yourself, “How can I follow my dreams when I feel stuck, afraid, or unsure, if this dream even is right for me?” You’re not alone—and this podcast was made for you. You’re a creative soul who dreams of living an authentic, joyful, and fulfilling life. You love meaningful conversations, Disney movies, cozy cups of coffee or tea, and journaling your heart out in your favorite café. You might be navigating infertility, being childless not by choice, indecision, or fear of failure, but you also crave the beauty and magic life has to offer. You’re a romantic at heart who finds comfort in art, music, and the gentle encouragement of someone who understands you.

Why You’ll Love This Podcast

It’s a dreamy yet grounded escape, filled with cozy inspiration and actionable hope.
You’ll feel energized, validated, and deeply connected to your own purpose.
It’s created by someone who truly gets you—no judgment, no pressure, just a warm, safe space for dreamers like you (with a few charming language quirks along the way).

Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

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