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Have you ever wondered what a long-gone voice would say about our increasingly polarized world? That's the question I explore in this deeply personal episode about my brother Julius - a true paradox of a human being whose absence I feel more acutely as our society grows more binary.
Julius was no ordinary kid growing up in the Cleveland projects. Born four years before me in 1972, he embodied contradictions that would make him impossible to categorize today: street-smart yet academically brilliant, the natural leader of every group he joined, and perhaps most surprisingly - a Black Republican from an inner-city family with deep roots in Democratic politics and civil rights activism. His Republican identity wasn't performative contrarianism; he genuinely believed in economic self-determination, telling me "If you want the money, you got to go where the money is."
From standing on milk crates to boil eggs at age seven (resulting in serious burns) to teaching me coding on his Commodore 64, presenting it as a magic trick, Julius packed immense wisdom into his short nineteen years. Some of his insights still resonate decades later: "Whoever told you that life would be fair?" and "If I have to live scared, then that's not living." He embodied fearless curiosity, describing Homer's Iliad with the same excitement others might discuss video games.
When Julius was murdered in 1992, just months before his 20th birthday, the world lost a uniquely complex voice. Today, as AI, politics, and questions of purpose collide in unprecedented ways, I wonder what he would contribute to our conversations. Would his Republican leanings have evolved toward MAGA politics? Would his entrepreneurial mind have created the next tech breakthrough? Would today's tribal thinking have space for someone who refused to fit neatly into expected categories?
Who's the person whose voice you wish was still in the room? What would they say about where you're headed? How might you carry their unique genius forward in your own way? Share your thoughts in the comments or send me a DM about your "Julius" - that rare voice you still carry with you.
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